everywhere i feel that i'm alone. you all are there, i am here. anywhere u all go, i'll be there. sounds terribly sad.
whats wrong? :(
Wednesday, March 30, 2011 @ 12:35 AM
i thought it was over... gah, it all came back. forget forget forget! everything will be back to normal! sighs.
being sick sucks. cant eat macs. cant even run!
Saturday, March 26, 2011 @ 3:33 AM
hahahaha i think im scaring people off! dont worry i dont bite! im just trying to make friends! :) dont ignore me and i hope thats not the case! hahaha
Friday, March 25, 2011 @ 12:51 AM
i feeel like a loser once again.
back aching slightly :( i hope the sciatic nerve thing wont be back again forever.! it seems like i've forgotten the pain. but no! the pain really hit me bad the other time. it would make my legs go weak like any moment! zomg. climbing out of bed was a tough task.
damn im losing motivation to run! someone please pulll me back to path to becoming fit! GAH!
Tuesday, March 22, 2011 @ 5:52 PM
i am a loser =(
give me back my recess week to me! and how i miss it dearly! rotting around although there is eb to do.. there are people to meet everyday! <3 i love meeting people who wants to meet me! or meeting people whom i wanna meet! everyday was pretty packed! oh give me back those days! even as it was tiring, it felt so good.
i hate days without anything to do, or no one to talk to... no one to eat dinner/lunch with... and feeling that im all alone in this school =(
not pms im sure . maybe it's all because of ... . just too busy hopefully!
Tuesday, February 15, 2011 @ 5:19 PM
:( life's boring now. tried organising dinnner but everyone's still busy..... really dont like the feeling of trying to organise something... and im afraid the people who are turning up feels bored at the event because there are too little people. im alright if there are not alot of people, but everyone msut be happpy :)
more things in my life pleaseee... i want to get myself busier... but not with academic related work though heh! I WANT TO GET BUSY!!
boooos. and really hope that everything is going to be alright for ________. just thought that it was really irresponsible and immature and selfish to have done that. but that's only subjected whatever they i know now only lah. which equals to nothing much. no one wants to tell me anyway. for i cant help any of them much either. i can only lend a listening ear. just think about everything that uall have been through together. and the things you are looking forward to in the future. and hopefully you will not regret whatever that u've done but it's still not too late.
Thursday, November 11, 2010 @ 1:04 AM
im so sad that im not a friend keeper. i dont know how to keep a friend... :( i dont keep connected with friends, so they dont really keep connected with me either:( i dont arrange meetups with friends like dinner or lunches cuz im scared that im troubling people! or don't know if they are willing to eat meals with me anot... or im scared of rejection... and then i'll look like im someone who takes friends for granted... and thats why im so bored in hall actually!! that's just positive thinking. bleh
I MISS MY ROOMIE REBECCA KANG YING YING :( I WANT TO COOK IN HALL! BUT ONE PERSON PORTION IS QUITE DIFFICULT TO GET GROCERY ACTUALLY:( I LIKE TO COME BACK TO HALL AFTER LESSONS AND TALK TO MY ROOMIE! I LIKE TO DRINK ROSE HONEY TEA WHEN IM FALLING SICK :( I LIKE TO HAVE A SWIM WITH ROOMIE ANYTIME OF THE DAY! OR RUN AT NIGHT:) AND SLEEP EARLY!
and thats why i always never apply for hall everytime sem 2 ends. because im so frigggin bored in hall because i feel that ihavenofriendsandihatetoadmitthat:(
lifesuckstakedrugs. but im not going to. because there's always still a small part of life which rocks!
Monday, August 30, 2010 @ 2:58 AM
im jealous of some people!!! but i know i shouldnt be. :( im jealous!!! WHYYY! and i know i have no chance anymore. i better give up. give up meiying. and stop thinking about it!!
ohman please give me a hall. although i didnt apply.. darn, i apply also wont get lah. tmd
anw, random stuffs. i <3 disney seniors! and im misssing babooon already!! and i know i will miss this year. 09/10!!! i love it! for xphy for disney for su17gls for becca my roomie
Saturday, August 28, 2010 @ 12:25 PM
HAIS! im here again means it's EMO TIME!
school's starting, and definitely this sem will be super different from last sem!!! last sem i had roooomieee :( i still hope to get a halll though... maybe my freshie can rent me hers though... hopefully!! hahaha hall 14! so near to so many people!
im still excited for the new sem though! new xphy comm new batch of gls world lunchs with su17 and i got thai as elective! how cool is that!!
emooo cuz i feeel like a loserrr outing failedd. and i keep msging peoplee for outingss!! while others are all so busy with their different groups of friends... thats the problem with me! when im very involved in this group of friends, i tend to neglect the rest of my friends!! :( :( :( :( sorrrry friendss
schoool start quicklyyy!!! cant wait....
Friday, July 09, 2010 @ 3:56 PM
fuck.
everything you say is correct. nobody can oppose you.
you say you anything one. but you are particular about certain steps that are not impt. and when i want to pick on certain steps, im afraid that you will scold me, for doing extra stuffs and wasting some time. because it's anyhow one, no need so nice. because of the feeling u give me that you are always right.
yes yes yes you are always right, and just scold me! fuck you. not everyone will be like you. not everyone can think like you. and it's always my fault for miscommunications. everything is to your convenience, to your enjoyments. it's very difficult to go back to the past :( and this sucks.
