Tuesday, July 07, 2009 @ 12:27 PM

i better blog about my nightmare before i forget!!!

me and joycelyn were teaching a course....
with some attachee, i think it's lawrence.. hahaha my hall friend, NO LINK!
then while we were moving the kayaks from somewhere on the 2nd floor. ?!?!
water starts gushing in from behind us, and soon water level started to rise, and then soon most of us couldnt stand and started floating about!
the current was so weirddd that when i was floating about, i was twirlingg... round and round..

and then the attachee said : "mengteck told me when he drove me here that something (the flooding thing) is going to happen! and that all we need to do is to get out of the room! "
so without thinking, me and him just rush out of the room.... and we fell through some white patch of stuffs (like suddenly become whitee) and POOOF we are back in club!

and what i saw on the tv, it says smth like 15 students died mysteriously in the course...
what i remember was that... joycelyn and i were cryinggg
i went ahead to talk to the students who came out of the rooom too... which means they survived la...
i asked them to talk to the students who are still in the room, (i guess their bodies are around bah, like in coma like that).. because these students who survived knows that once they are out of the room, they will be fine...
then one girl told me that before she left the room, one of her friend told her that he/she's TRAPPPED! and he/she can't come out!!!! =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =(
ohman!! i was like STUNNED!!! and started cryinggg again!! i couldnt continue...
then one of the staff (i think songsheng) continued from there, and told them to continue to 'call' out to their friends and get them back....
joycelyn came over to apologise while weeping, say that, we as instructorss failed to get everyone out safely or sth like that....

NEXT SCENE :
at night the trainerss dont know why say wanna go and chiong (after all that had happened)
so i folloow along lor, then dont know why push through the dooor, then i ended up in club again! the next day, sky was bright... and then the staffs thought im there for the 2nd day of the course, and the kids who survived the previous day came back for the 2nd day.... so i say okay lor.. thinking :"wahh all that had happened, they still can come for 2nd day etc" ...
i said :" HELLLOO EVERYBODY!!!" in a super happy mood! and then i went to change alr...

then what happens after that was quite dumb and nonsensical but not scary anymore..

ohman!
i woke up, and then i am very very very scared!! what if there are really some death cases during our course!!! OMG...
then i needed to pee, then i heard loud noises outside my room (the air pump from my dad's fish tanks)...
i think i wasnt really awake, or still damn chua! i went to wake my mummy out, saying that the airpump is making alot alot of noises.....
argh, and then i went to pee, and convinced myself that it was a nightmare and slept...

@ 1:42 AM

arghhh!!!
i've played with needle felting for the past weeek!
and i've made myself an apple and a teddy head!
i've even attached a safety pin onto the teddy so that it can be like a badge!!!
but omggg
it's only a few days old... and and... it's... GONE!!!!!!!!!!
=(
ultimate sadnesssss

i've always put it in my grey bag... but due to hall snrs camp, i think i've transferred it to my camp bag!!!
but i really cant find it now!!!
hopefully it's lying somewhere in my room now!!!!!!!
got feeelings to it! because it's the first teddy that i've made which looks so much like real one!!!
arghhh
WHERE IS TEDDYY!!!
cant upload pics now, if not i'll show u how pretty my teddy is! =)

hall seniors camp was fun!!! ups ups to OMC!
i bet many people will ask me why i still join hall camps although i know i wont be going back to hall alr....
i also dont know leh
for fun lo!
but still dont think i'll regret the choice of not staying in hall
maybe i will when sch starts, when there's 830 lectures!! omg
ahaahah

i had a nightmare yesternight! ohmannn it's beeen a long time since im so freaked out and disturbed by dreamsss
i shall blog about this tmr, because it's a pretty long story, which is very nonsensical,
i made it a point to remember it.... ohman

the thought of the nightmare now makes me wanna.... laugh......

arh! goodnight! sleeepy lo!

Monday, June 22, 2009 @ 10:13 PM

Had SIE 2009! ahahah

Everything went on pretty smoothly.. for me lah! except the points brought out during debrief.. :)
Strengthen friendships, new friendships! Hehehe
if the rest of the more experienced coaches were around like lance,wilson,laimun... etc it would have been more fun i think!! at least in the night!! =)

planning this expedition made me learn many many things!
firstly how the planning of an sea expedition should be like! the budget, deciding route, reading on tide tables, getting permits, publicise, preparation of logistics and food, deciding of manpower, allocation of manpower......etc
many many things!!!
somewhat similar to odac expeditions... but it's still very different regarding the budget route and permits... because we dont have to do that!!!!! teachers settle it all! =p hahaha

how important it is to run through the event step by step, even to the point to, what exactly we should be instructing the participants to do! who is at where at this time, what are they doing, while we are at this point, who is there to take care of the situation! exact exact details to be tied down for every point in time...

comms discipline. MUAHAHA! im so sorrrryyy man, but it was reallll fun to play with walkies!
esp when we are so bored on the power boat!! sorrrry yeehan! hahahaha

okay and other things that i think are very important!!! hopefully i'll remember them all down, and write it down for personal reflections!!!

and now thank you notes!
firstly, thanks to joycelyn, my chair! hahahaa for initiating the expedition, and taking me as your vice-chair. and spending pretty much of your time getting everything done! forget the times when we snapped at one another ya! muahaha just remember how we've helped each other when both of us didnt know how to handle things at all!! hahaha like meeting the mpa! argh, scary la!

and thanks to the committee!!! yeehan jingxin, for not totally blaming us for shooting u all as land ic, although it's not in your jobscope as expe leaders! muahaha, and doing a great job as expe leaders!! =)

jeremy!!! our publicity cum games cum sweeper!! and ended up helping us to get things organised!!! hahahaha alot of jobs eh!!! and thanks for lighting mozzie coils in the night for us! MUAAHAHHA =/

clement! for doing a great job organising the logs during expe itself! and of course, coming down to club frommm clementi for a while just to check bits of log(only at the end la) wahahah!!

zhihao! for getting the boatmen so ready for the expe!! and of course helping us on the way to plan the expedition with all your past experiences!! the only one in our comm with some experience! ahhaha :)

siti!! for preparing the food list, and together we got the foooooooddd!!! and sorry that i kept commenting on the quantities on the food list MUAHAHAH

silas!!! for agreeing to help although he has to pay too!! but in the end also never pay!! ohman definitely a great great help!! with the log!! together with clems, bummed all that way to sisters... bummed all the way back to changi... organising the logistics.. help with food, and setting up of basecamp!!

the staffs! dharma sungsheng chong! for sharing the things that they know, rushing us for the benefit of the expe... =)) and those who came as participants! esp zai!!! hahahhaa cooool to have you around, our great chef too!:D:D:D !!!

the boatmen! UNCLEPHILIP! who came down for our recce and the expe itself! sharing the things he know with us!! helping out with deciding the route... and of course all the help to our generator, setting up of lights... alot alot alot of things! ohmy!
and tuckhong sansan! the boatmen for my boat! hahhaha nice company!! hahahahah
and sylvester liangying! =)))
great to have all of you!!! great chance to know more about you guys and learn from you all!

and the participants!! especially those who came when we needed help!
Tak, Jiayin, Jiehher, Clarence, Ivan, TeckKoon, Yurong, Keet, Yunlin....
and our markers!!
and ofcourse alll the rest of the participants, whom we can't do without!
i hope that alll of you have enjoyed yourselvesss!!!and made many new friends!!!

hahahahahahah SIE 09 a great success! XD!!!!

@ 9:55 PM

fuck youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

damn, i already told mummy that i might be joining for a karaoke session later in the night already lor.

i already went home for dinner already lor

SHOULDNT HAVE CAME BACK FOR DINNER AT ALL!

why should you even bother!
idiot
don't understand your own child at all...
just shut your mouth la.

should have asked for a hall still...
so i can avoid alll these nonsense
just go out late in the night
just go anywhere i like

after sports camp last year, also same what
go out late, come home late....
coming home late... should have gotten used to it...
and why now back to the old person
DE CUN JIN CHI
give more then he ask for even more...

see how i'll get back. rawh

Wednesday, June 17, 2009 @ 1:16 AM

STRESSED .

ARGH!!!!

Friday, June 12, 2009 @ 9:57 PM

being in a committee means you are willing to be committed.

come on, do i need to tell you EVERYTHING!
aren't you supposed to find out by yourself?
damn and you sound like it's my job.

quote from joycelyn,
people who don't meet datelines ought to be shot!

everything could have be done by less people..
BANG BANG BANG! so many people dead.

Monday, June 01, 2009 @ 8:31 PM

OHHH
Busy busy busy!!!
hahaha
13days in the whole of june teach courses!
plus 3 days of SIE!
and sea world meeetings and outings!!
and of course otherr outingss~~ =) ODAC, unglams, 0206 etc!~

now i think i wont regret the decision of pulling out of dancetitude already!
arghhh but i'd like to be on the stage instead of the audience during the concert! argh

volunteered at sundown that day!! hahaha
= sit and do nothing!
stand chart's marathon! i will get you!!!
argh! finisher's tee! when will that ever be~~~~~
dec?
haha
run run run run. i dont like running actually lol..

well it's good to be busy! esp if it comes with money muahahah
i can buy a D10 sooonn!! should i!!?
hmmmms before SIE?
beeeen happy these few days :)) so nothing much to blog about!
that's why this is a lousy blog! i only blog when im free, or when im feeeeling downnn
haiss
gotta change template sooon!

more peeeektures from bkk!

Wednesday, May 27, 2009 @ 1:05 AM

wanted to blog lah, but no time... need to sleeep early! yeppps :) nights!

Monday, May 18, 2009 @ 4:12 PM

my blog is deadly dead =/

hahah
anw!! I AM BACK FROM BANGKOK!

When : 14-17 May 2009
Who : Me Joycelyn Bear Lance
What : SHOPPPING! and eating!

the trip was not bad!!
my maiden visit to bangkok
hahaha
expect to see some riots or what there but never leh. zzz
HAHAH
I AM WITHDRAWING from the trip!

suddenly feeel so empty can...
today did nothing!!
i didnt plan anything also
argh!!
i am so afraid that my holidays are going to be spent like that!
i had to wait for so long for my dance pract to start...
BOOOOHOOOO
how how..
any part time weekday jobs for me??? please?
coaching kayaking or what also can...
if not im really going to ROT...
feeeeling empty empty empty.

anw, back to my trip!
expected to spend more!! but didnt... zzzzz
I WANT TO BUY MORE CLOTHES!
at least like next few months no need to shop...
aiya
regrett man...
and i really didnt take much photos!
mostly were taken with joycelyn, bear's camera...
SEND ME PHOTOS PLEASE!
but ss got ICT now, no photos till weekend!~ =(

shopping at bangkok is real cheap man.. ohmy...
hahhaha wonder how much people earn when they re sell the clothes at sg!
esp the clothes at bugis street,
their wholesale centre is siao one. i like chatuchak best!
argh failed to get the nice bag at there, REGRET! arghhh
maybe can go there again at end of year to get new year clothes! HEHE
see how man...
but im still happpy :)
hehehe

takeaways from the trip! :
bring a really big luggage for a shopping trip!
going shopping with guyss is very stressful! and paiseh! cuz they usually wait outside the shop!

anw thanks joycelyn bear lance for the trip!

thanks lance for being the noob tour guide! =p MUAHAHA but thanks lah, for having everything planned nicely for us! HAHA

thanks joycelyn for being my shoppping budddy and hotel roomie!

thanks bear for helping us to carry most of our shopping stuffs cuz u have a big bag and we have small bags =/! and letting us to put things into your luggage MUAHAHA... and waiting and waiting for us!!! ohman...

Wednesday, April 29, 2009 @ 1:18 AM

hhahaha caught lance sleeeping again! like 3 times within how many days only!

Happy birthday sis. hahahah

poor kobey.. he looks so sad =(

my HMM2 class!! hahaha fun class!

argh! exams are over!!!

and my papers sucked

well, actually is I sucked.

that's the result of not being consistent in work!!!

and tutorials!

ARGH

i feeel very bad

just hope that i wont fail any subject!

i didnt S/U any modules. so EVERY module counts!!!

keep consoling myself that many people also da bao their core which are non S/U-able. people's gpa also cui one mah

BLAH

well,

HOLIDAYS ARE HERE!

3 months!

what im going to do?

dance dance.

kayak kayak!

spend money spend money!

so many things to buy!!! so many things to spend on!!!

just shifted back home! omg,

had SOOOO many stuffs!! 8 full garbage bag!!! =/

that's excluding the fridge la.

thanks dadddy for alll his help!

im back to square one again.

nono actually .. more than square one! cuz my house now has so many extra stuffs!

cant wait to refurnish my room! with a new table, new shelf! WHAHAH!

and throw away many things!

i want a new camera, D10?
i want a new table!

i want a new room!

i want a new printer!

i want a better bed!

i want to go bangkok!

now the stupid swine flu is here!! and it has just been announced to my father through the news that thailand is hit by this flu too! ARGH

DAMN IT!

i really hope i can go in the end!!!

in just 2 weeks time! omggg

kayaking on thurs and fri!

WAH!

and i very veh long never teach course liao!!!~~

near 2 months?

now feeling scared again!

and playboating!!~~

i seriously hope i can playboattt!!! BOWSTALL! and eventually loop!

Singapore Flyer!

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