discovered some new things last week. that made me so dreadful of things that are going to come in my way =( yea like rusty said, why are the people so childishhhhhh hahahhaha makes me so wary of so many people now, who's real and who's not. rahhhh so many people talking behind so many people's back!
and academic writing really sucks big time. argh! and vday and cny clashes! and vday giftsss no time for anything!
just so sian of everythinggg
i prefer last year's this time. or just a few months back it's alright too. DAMN SIAN DAMN SIAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i want to go holidays so i dont have to think about anything except having fun!
Monday, January 25, 2010 @ 10:48 PM
=)
many things have past since my last post...
firstly, i still haven't have my hall yet!!! becca's friend that room had some problemssss bleh now another hall is coming our way!! EXCITED! AGAIN! HAHAH
4star passed. had our first and last run for the year =( wavess were f big!!!
check this out man. look at aivy's(centre) 'H G liao!!' face!!
i was the first to go out between me and jiayin and the afternoon when we reached was the bigggest of all! STUNNED! totally didn't know what to do. don't dare to punch out. can't punch out either got hit by a big one. and off i capsized. and got EJECTED out of the kayak. like u press those eject button on cd players. u just come out of the kayak automatically.
image the waves from the picture! and u are sitting in a kayak. most probably ur head will be at where the people's head in the picture are. and then u are supposed to punch out against this waves (while trying to look for windows and shoulders) punch out against your fear (my fear of capsizing) and always the HG! feeling in your(my) brain and what to do? just brace. even if you brace(bongo slide!)... what you can see will only be waterrrrrrrr
experience was good, but really effing scary! everynight was just 'HOW HOW HOW, tomorrow waves bigger how?? please get smaller, i want to play!' hate myself for being so humji! just capsize only mah. cannot roll just bail out!!! WHAT'S WRONG! and hate myself for giving up so easilyy, for having so little strength and stamina, and small lungs.
company was good! =) first night i hadd ss to pei me!! wheeee and of course the other 4 girlss! AWESOMES! and the instructors duh! the whole course, we were just hanging around with all the girls... means the 5 of us la keet jiayin aivy yurong me! =) and 2nd night was cooolios! hhahaha and played alot of stupid games on iphones and mass games. had the sandballmaster vincent, my-coursemate-now-my-coach steven, whats-that-well-mannered-guy-talk-very-slowly junbin, and the i-r-r-i-t-a-t-i-n-g charles with us! WHAHAHAHHA pretty much amused by junbin, hahaha quite a unique guy.. he says, 'what's that?' instead of 'HUH??' to people. hahahahahhahahahah and and steven and charles the lamers! vincent the laojiao but super funny guy!! i beat his record on iphone and he is the game lord in obs! hehehehahahhwhah I WIN!
okay quite fun! know more people now hahah and of course our favourite papa-figure mengteck! he's seriously like our papa there!!! shushu liew is not around =(
okay besides 4star...
our impromptu eastcoast date! HAHA =Scute bear!
so long never camwhore le! =D feeeling gooood!
and ofcourse school has started. lousy timetable. hahaha actually okay lah... 18aus. quite relax...
thinking of my 21st party!! very excited!! =)
and of course the shocking news that came in on saturday night =( was still in state of disbelief yesterday. and came into full acceptance today that she's really gone. =( rest in peace. you will be missed.
tts all folks.... sorrry it didnt end off properly. gotta study for quiz! week 3 only got test le!zzz
Friday, January 08, 2010 @ 2:17 AM
harlowww im back!
IM SO EXCITED TO GO BACK TO HALLLL ! hahaha excitement!! it feels like a brand new life! =) but im very lazy to pack! =( HAHAHA i want to bring my whole room there!
IM GOING TO 4STAR REFRESHER! RAMUNIA! WAVES here i come!!! quite excited too!hhaha but so sad so many people can't go with me together! remember last year.... my course had joycelyn siti tak marcus yurong lance wilson zhihao laimun eugene jeremy hahahahah so many interesting people! last night ss came in too! last night everyone in our room talking! how nice! like holidayss like that!
i've been wanting to make a card for ss for so so so long! omg hahaha but it's been lying there.. with a bit more ideas everyday! im super lazy to make lah =/
i think im really getting very lazy! someone push me more! ahaha
ANW check out Plants vs Zombies it's a game! u plant plants to kill zombies! HOU addictive ah! omg hahahahaha but i've completed the bulk of it... ya
watching this show now, 海派甜心 AHHAHA luozhixiang is damn funny
SO MANY THINGS TO DO! OMGGG anw some photos!
this is my boyf! :) HWAHHHA JAKE SSLOWLY he commented that 'dun tink tt tribe got wear specs..hahhahahahha'
Sunday, January 03, 2010 @ 1:54 AM
emofuck. cried like shit 3 times today. i hate crying but i always do. my eyes going swell like nobody's business tomorrow one is cuz watch tv lah. -.-
the past few days are very bad to me and anymore further may just get me into some depression
bad start of a brand new year.
ARGH
im money-minded... in a sense that .... i look alot at the prices of everything. and making sure that it's worth it before i buy... by judging it's usefulness, ability to make me happy etc im calculative because i dont want to owe people money.... and of course i dont like people to owe me money! i dont like people to spend unnecessary money on me just to make me feel happy... i'll feel like my happiness was bought. the thought that counts. i understand but u'll just make me feel like shit. i hate it when you waste money and time... and i didnt get anything(not important point) and IM FEELING SHIT, and when other people tells me to tell you to not spend so much! how will i feeel? that perhaps people thinks that im the cause of you spending so much.
Saturday, January 02, 2010 @ 6:03 PM
omgg i broke the glass of my tv console! while playing a top that i've bought fromm malacca. -.- zzz first time breaking a furniture leh! so scaryyy
im hungrryy nowww my mum cookedd kong bak (braised meat) and i had that for breakfast.... kong bak bao and i had that again for lunch... after breaking the glass, clearing up i had kong bak porridge....
hais anw... went gunung datuk again.. this time with the GLs! obviously my fitnesss droppped tremendously... maybe because of the extra weight that i've gained. argh! how bad it feels to be a liability my first trekking trip with a different group of people... not the odacians. different people ... different thinking and beliefs... cant say better or worse experience.. just different lor!
anw... i certainly didnt feel that it was that steep when i first went there! didnt remember it being steeep at all!! but the ladders at the top still freaks me out!! zomg the view is still as nice! =) confirm :)
i really hope everyone has enjoyed it lah... despite all the complaintssss that the rest have made.... about it being expensive and everything. and everything leaving to the cgls to treat. it sucks when u've organised smth, and everyone doesnt like it... and everyone gotta pay so much. and everyone is complaining! remember that the organiser is making an extra effort! while paying exactly or more than what you've paid! im just saying things in a general way..
haisss im going out sooon i hope my daddy wont scold me so much tonigh man god blessss me.. im hungryyyy i want to eat. hahhaha
cant wait to go back to hall, to avoid the ramblings from my dad.. but i'll misss mummy! and kobey! hahaha =) my mummy says drinking too much coke zero is making people grow senile faster... i guess she's pointing to my dad bah. he's gossssipingg like nobody's business.... he's always finding fault with other people! i drive he also think it's damn lousy. when i actually felt much more confident he's a lousy driving instructor. he doesnt want to tell me how to go to the place... say that i should have checked properly before i want to drive. fine. when i got scolded by him... then after a while.. he doesnt tell me the road name... when he claim he did. maybe he did. but im pretty sure he just briefly mention that it's aroudn that area.... he blames me on my poor parking too. when he didnt exactly tell me where i should park. of course parking will be lousy lah
enough complaints. argh
going out!
Friday, December 11, 2009 @ 12:55 AM
=( i hate myself for being so kpo. sounds like a bitch. but it's kinda fun!
but still trying to figure that out..
and sucks. to. the. apple america orange. and all the number theorem university staffs. all the authorities. bringing up hopes and then smashing us down flat. TMD if all goes bad... im damn freee alr. but obviously we will all pray in our hearts that everything goes on smoothly... if u dont know what's happening. just help us pray that everything goes smooth for us.
shit lah. im feeling angsty. angry yet puzzled.. and... thankful for all my friends around me... so im feeeeling MODERATE now.
fulfilling days after exam..... watched twilight marathon, 2012, fengyun.... went to trek at macritchie, jb seafood with seaworld!
Thursday, December 03, 2009 @ 12:49 AM
ahhh I WANT TO TAKE THAI PLEASE!!!
=( no hope.
PINNING MY HOPES ON HMK2... although it ends damn late on friday! argh and i'll be missing it sometimes i think!
=( =( =(
i hate to plan time table! i hate to see new schedules esp when it's damn bad.
i always complained that i have alot of electives and damn it. i miss taking electives!!! i realise i have 6 cores next sem (compared to the 3 cores this sem, one of the 6 supposed to be this sem's one lor) ... but i have 3 non examinable modules...
i can only take HMK2. or HMJ1 AND PHO210 if i can get it the rest, can just dont bother but i really want THAI hahaha
aiya i HATE PLANNING TIMETABLES!!!!
on a lighter note.. I'VE FINISHED MY EXAMS! wheee!
Saturday, November 28, 2009 @ 1:16 AM
i. must. be. more. confident. in. my. words. believe. that. i. am. always. right
argh. hahahaha i know i wont la =( how how how how
嘘寒问暖 i cant.因为怕更尴尬. =( tts why people think im not sincere. im happy in my small small world. but i know i should.
Thursday, November 19, 2009 @ 7:13 PM
becca looks so much like this doraemon!! HWAHHAHAHAH
Monday, November 16, 2009 @ 2:57 AM
Knowledge lights my way, as i learn and play from day to day. And to build in me, obedience through authority in school and country.
May Primary is our pride You guide us with your burning light. Through our teachers we will be, productive to society.
Knowledge lights my way, as i learn and play from day to day. And to build in me, obedience through authority in school and country.
My primary school song, May Primary School! ZOMG. anyone from there now!?! LOL it's gone long ago la...
hahaha was flipping through my secondary school photos! in search of my nice nice hair once upon a time!
my hair las ttime.. nice anot ah? i think really damn nice :D :D LOL!!! :D cuz it grew out after i cut it veh short ! =)
this time pretty much the same? hahahah suddenly took a hairband and tried!! =) I THINK IT'S NICE! and nope i didnt dye my hair recently.. it was last time one!! the week after recess? HAHHA YAY! =) It's HAIRBAND TIME!
cute bear!
so long never camwhore le! =D feeeling gooood!
my hair las ttime..
this time pretty much the same?
