Thursday, September 21, 2006 @ 9:19 PM
boring day.
except for the pe part
i shudnt have done that. really shudnt :(
i feel disgusted now.
how
i cant help but fear that all will just turn against me and leave me alone :(
this is like happening to some people around me
when all are turned against one.
one by one. :(
sounds scary.
just wonder when it would be my turn.
and that i've been mean these days.
speaking bad about people. esp WA ZI
and many others
i really feel bad now
but i just said those stuffs like naturally.
soo. hm. im mean by nature?
i do regret badly now :(
i guess im really irritated/disgusted at myself
for doing unnecessary stuffs, saying unnecessary things.
for doing undesirable stuffs . RAHHH
well i guess that's just me. :(
will try to change if u tell me what.
yeah i admit i sound proud sometimes.
but im really proud of myself, my cca, my friends at those times!
and yeah. im attention seeking. like what one of my sec 4 friend described.
i do stupid/weird things to make myself noticed. but not wanting to make myself the centre of attraction.
if i had a choice, i would choose not to be like the talkative me.
but the quieter me. hmmmm but that just doesnt feel right
i am bubbly cuz i think that would bring many bubbles into others' life
is that hypocrisy?
yeah this entry is like a reflection.
but just an instantaneous one
it's my feeling now at this instant.
and it would be gone for the next moment
now having to finish this post.
i don really feel like what i have felt at the beginning of the post
BOO
that's why im temperamental.
BAH
don talk to me face to face bout this post. cuz i will find it hard to reply.and then the situation will be damn awkward. hahah
i just wan to let people know a lil more bout me. yep
CANT SEEM TO UPLOAD A PIC
NO RANDOM PIC TODAY.
okayyy im feeling really different now.
happier!
yep.
it;s 10.20 now
hahahahah
