Thursday, October 19, 2006 @ 9:46 PM
im not feeling good today :( :(
i just want to cry out loud.
just for any reason that makes me sad
i wish i wish
ODAC.. CLASS.
how i wish everything would start anew.
saw the hockey girls around mph today...
imagine i was one of them...
would everything be similar
or better? or worse?
imagine i was in SA
how would it be like!
will i be feeeling momo like so frequently?
or maybe the word momo will not come into my vocabulary
everyone else isnt feeling cheery too
out of the many faces i've seen todayy
who exactly is really happy,
who who who!
no one im sure.
now i shall drown myself in either work, or play, or tv show to forget everything
i wan to go back to MARCH!
but yea/ all these cant be done
saw ahgong and teckhao in sch today.
they borrowed ball from store.
i miss the seniors truckloads.
HOW?
im always alone at night these few days
mum dad busy with my uncle's stuffs
always visiting him..
well i dont blame anyone for this bah
my bro's in camp,
my sis' dont come back
:(
im feeeeellliinnnggggg baddddd
im always complaining about people, saying things that i shudnt have
and i regret it like everytime??
about the things i've said about some people... im thinking that am i not quite the same?
like im just nobody. i cant criticize people.
just like anyone else... all of us dont have the right to criticize people
im just so irritating that people doesnt like to hang out with
why am i like that?
why cant i just shut my mouth
why cant i keep things to myself
why why why
nobody understands me... no one.
not even myself.
i hate it hate it hate it.
im just so disgusted at myself
just WHATEVER LA.
ass
why are all these happening
so it is really true that there will be no flowers in my vase.
in my whole life.
NO FLOWERS.
why is this so!
can someone give me the ans please?
damn nehneh please
**** **** **** **** **** ****!
censored.
BYE
