your light will shine when all else fades
Friday, October 06, 2006 @ 10:21 PM


the difference.
haha
haze is damn bad today
everyone stay at home. or stay indoors k!
hahaha
don get sick!
and yeah
heard from my father ytd, or few days ago that my uncle has liver cancer or smth about liver.
yeah
and the tumour is so large that it cant be cured by chemotherapy anymore
and that he had little platelets (or whatever la) and he cannot undergo surgery as his blood will not be able to clot and it will just flow like water
alrights
lastly .
he may not even have one year more to live.
gosh.
my family had a generic disease which was diabetes
and that diabetes can lead to many other diseases!!
my dad controlled his diet. but his brothers didnt.
they just ate and ate as they liked
of course they could do that! provided that they eat their medicines regularly.
and yea. he was diagnosed with liver problem earlier. but he failed to go back regularly to check on his condition. and thought the medicine was too expensive
and yea this is the result.
HOW HOW HOW
what if this happen to my dad *** CHOY CHOY CHOY*** !!!!!
please DONT!
i think i will just breakdown.
NO NO NO NO NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i think i cant even take it when my dog ** choy choy**
HAIS
sometimes i just hope that i die earlier so that i wouldnt have to go through such torment of seeing ur loved ones leaving u one by one
but i cant bear to live this world as well
for there are my family and friends!
hais
just some random thoughts ba
hope some miracle will happen.
everyone please be responsible of taking care of your health
for you will cause so many of your loved ones to be hurt when u leave this world
or letting them to see you in pain.
not for yourself but for others too
please!
like what AJC's motto says. NON MIHI SOLUM. NOT FOR MYSELF ALONE.
yea!
life is fragile.
my heart is fragile too.