sea ex on mon and tues stayed over at cssc on sun. yep. that's 3 days gone. i was sick. due to the rain i supposed and my weak stomach im just weak. :( im so demoralized by the log stuffs la im a lousy logistic-er RAHH even the cleaning had to be intervened by others.
aso prep and log cleaning of sea ex on wed. another day gone. not feelinng too well either
aso today. high yes and the great improvement that our batch had. we should all be OGLS!! hahah :D
yeah.. about our batch :) regarding to my previous previous ........... post. complaining. yeah i don feel it that way now not because we had changed.. to the way i wanted it but i had accepted it. like what someone said to me.. cliques are common. more impt thing is to be able to work well. and cooperate. and yes... cliques arent our fault either. we will tend to be with those that we could communicate better. but cliques are ever-mutating ... yeah. and we are always the outcast. ALWAYS. tried hard. to no avail. (isit meant to be used like that???? i have no idea!) but being outcast arent too bad either. at least we got abit of attention.. being INCAST but not involved is worse :D HAHHAHAHA through this few weeks of busy schedule. i've got to know more about certain people. good or bad. yes. but yea. every batch is unique no point trying hard to be like some others. cuz we are us. no point boasting too. for i think our batch rocks :D during ASO at least.
ASO. went totally mad at the end. will see the video up soon i guess.. MaD MaChO woman
anways.. im quite disgusted by some people really like oh so disgusting. imm pissing everyone off yea :D but if it doesnt affect much, why should i even think/care for such people
im whopper tired. there's still climbing tmr.. the drop down ":( im just going to sch to falll LOL im closing mu eues when i typed this so maybe it doesnt make mujch sense... im sleeping le@
i hate rushed proposals. RAHHHHHHH
Thursday, November 23, 2006 @ 11:48 PM
happy belated birthday to geoks! yeehan! hazel! hahaha
happy birthday to peishan!
hmmmm busy. hahaha there's sport climbing level 2 tomroo again! hope i can pass leh! so interesting la! but i like kayaking more i think
im tired. so im sleeping le! nights! cant wait for sea ex! i wanna play bridge! hoho :D nights!
Wednesday, November 22, 2006 @ 12:52 AM
big news today renfu is gonna be a papa le :( kinda affected me today abit la hais imagine that he will put aside his career and focus on family well.. that's his dreams la. and i seriously think he will i miss 5566 horribly :( i wan renfu! but he's not gonna be mine anymore LOL he's gonna get married soon bah. ~~~ okayy i sound stupid.
finaly there's rest tomoro! no rest till next sat. 2nd dec RAWR~ busybusybusy. but sea ex is coming! so exciting im the IC of camp comm la exciting also! nigthys!
Monday, November 20, 2006 @ 9:30 PM
因为我的迟迟出现 让你受到太多痛苦.(change to unicode.)
this phrase is cool.
it means smth like..
my late appearance in your life had made u suffered.
from the chn 8 9oclock show. anyways.. the KONY that person's house.. is taken at my block! yep! hahahahahha
@ 4:28 PM
EPISODE 2:
@ 1:35 PM
okayy people im finally back at home! 3nights not at home. completely siao!!!
loads to upload.
okayy these 4-5days started with ITC. thurs ITC: Instructor Training Camp did abseiling in the morning... finally! not veh scary la ..tent pitching...orienteering... nothing much bah. refresh refresh!
fri: ITC went beach road in the morning with joyce. to buy headlights ziploc for the others. and to find waterproofsheets. toilet canvas . wasted quite alot of time there.. finding the cheapest headlights and all ahhaha but okay la. managed to find in the end
ITC:orienteering game! me wynee joyce kenneth! we won! learnt more about orienteering also!
later was lashings. and debrief. lashings. hmmm hope i taught correctly. standing bside vincent i feel so un-prepared. rawrh
GYN LASHING!
WAHHAHA oh no.
and this is rachel!
lol
and yeah. i think this ITC din really served it's purpose as training us to be instructors... i really hope we could do better!! j2s next yr le ! scary ! but must change! our mindsets. yep
briefing by mrchin on the things happened this year. and what's gonna happen next yr.. so many things la! our feedback to him. we got our ODAC tee as well....... really significant! but still. not all of us deserve the shirt. i wish no one's tees will be taken back. as then... that means everyone deserves that. break away the cliques! work together! and be bonded! just like any other batches !
OVERNIGHT CYCLING: overwhelming. overpowering. 8/27 of the ODACians went. woh! me, huizhen, siti, weilin, yuanhan, kenenth, jonathan, jiachang supersnrs joined us too! jingxin yeehan cek zhaoming. and yeehan jingxin siao one. came after their 3d2n overnight sea ex zai lor! hahah
the journey is cool ROUND ISLAND imagine! 9pm to 8am! 11hrs on bike! 100+km!
all the way until east coast was alright.. jsut that the butt ached like mad. it started aching when we were still at amk! HAHHAHHA haha. our ass is so gonna have the mark of the bicycle seat if we continued to cycle. HAHAH airport stretch is humongous. i asked the guide how long more. she said after junction. then reach le like SOOO LONG passed.. but the junction is still yet to be seen. we sang christmas carols too!
i like eastcoast!the first place we cycled without cars. shiok! i learnt something new there too! i know how to cycle without hands for quite a distance le leh! surprisingly! anyways.. if u wan to know how to do it.. just try it..
cycled cycled cycled.. clementi that stretch... hmmm sucky. hahah SLOPES AFTER SLOPES bukit timah all that also wahlao! mad la! even the gentlest slope can irritate you! we had to POWERUP all the way DOWN a slope.. so as to get the momentum to go up the next slope. yes. and usually it isnt enough. had to change the gears to the lowest and paddle ALOT! MAD!
reached sch around 7.50. we've shortened the route by like 15km la suppose to be 120km. but we only did 105 we got a cert too! interesting! we were like rotting when we reached the store area.
i think.. this whole thing is about perseverance.. and endurance it wasnt really physically tiring.. (except the butt, back aches) it was mentally draining. yes. PERSEVERE and u will get there!
had breakfast at the new macs! walked super slowly there. and we were giggly there. laughing at the smallest thing.. 8 mad people there HAHAHHAH
thanks to all who've encouraged me on the way! everyone! yep! we made it together! sounds like some huge expedition or smth but according to mrchin, this is only like MINI expedition. ahhahahahahhahahah
yes i will upload the videos and the pics. HAHAH
next on, the class chalet reached home arnd 11! and left house at near 1! din sleep. WAHSAI reached chalet at 3.30. and i slept till 6+ i slept while the others played heart attack all that. siao la! so noisy yet i slept heavily. till the Bbq started. yep din help much. waited for people to serve hoho slept through the night while the others watched horror movie. played mahjong. and heartattack.. hmmmm LOL
im glad that the chalet went on well... escape on the next day! $6 only! pool-ed also! and played escape right till the end till escape closed. first time sia bridge till 12am..bridge is really veh fun leh! slept at 1 hahah SLEEP AGAIN. a sleepy chalet pls. hahhahah but nonetheless quite fun! yep.. i hope everyone does think so.
yep now for the videos:
this is at our 2nd last break... at tenmiles place. haha dunno where.
this is our last break.. near mandai!
near sch:
in sch:
at macs:
Wednesday, November 15, 2006 @ 11:57 PM
hoho i took 13 to sch today!! and!! my EZ-link got checked twice la! two ticket checkers boarded the bus leh! like in half an hr only. surprising!
went sch for refresher course.. crap la! ahhahahah played with lucy..
went to watch step up after that. and took neos agaiN!
i went to my ahma's house after that.. wahh super embarassing la! when it was reaching bradell ah! i was standing at the normal door ... then!!!! the door opened leh! but not the door on my side. OMG then i like rush out of the train after i realised that i was wrong. guess alot people laughing at me in their hearts bah WAHHAHHAH diu lian :(
made a stupid video. enjoy!
Monday, November 13, 2006 @ 11:40 PM
back to sch like finally and OP's/PW's is freakin over!\ zomg.!
back to sch makes me feel better
tracknfield meet doesnt sound like an easy job :( it's not even SL la
wokay isaw a signboard saying... " pls flag for your bus earlier" at my house there de bus stop ZOMG.. this so reminds me of the 133 incident! rawr!
went shopping for ASO prizes. gosh.. with the amt of budget we have ah.. hoho everything seems so expensive to us la!
alrights tmr got ASO stuffs. gtg!
Sunday, November 12, 2006 @ 5:35 PM
LOUSY, LOSER would be the words to describe me. RAWR!!!
have you ever commented how badly someone looks, how badly someone sings, how how how ... someone someone someone... but did you think how you looked like, how badly you sing???
"someone: eeee this person sings like shit. u call this nice? eee" "reply: oh yes... that person sings like shit. but you sing even worse than him. so are you like shittier?"
this is a good reply to reply someone who criticizes people..
much as i wanted to tell someone this, i would think of how i criticize people sometimes too. am i not quite the same? who am i to criticize people? WHO
im irritated by myself more and more each day. damn it why! RAHHH
ultra bad mood now. dont irritate me further. cuz i would momo you back doubly much.
my mind isnt working fine. stupid stupid stupid me. nehneh nehneh nehneh nehneh nehneh nehneh nehneh nehneh nehneh nehneh nehneh
anw, thanks to everyone who have told me something about me greatly appreciated :) i will try to change! but yeah... i cant really control my mood. im trying hard already :( :( :(
you are so disgusting. just like the lousy me.
Friday, November 10, 2006 @ 11:10 PM
okayy i still feel that im disgust-ing many people out there rawr i think i am really irritating to some people... but what can i do??? :(
i really want to know what other people think of me leh so my readers. hoho can you people do me a favour? can u tell me what a person i am to you?
tag it at the tagboard anonymously.. or comment anonymously!!!! if you wan to make yourself known also can la please??? please help me to improve myself! and so that you all wont be further disgusted by me just say all you want to say! im opening up my mind now! so take this opportunity to even scold me please. P.S: maybe include some good points also?? HHAHAH so that i can maintain that. pls pls pls
feeling down again. im just ohsodisgusting
Thursday, November 09, 2006 @ 10:51 PM
okays. im pissing everyone off now i shall not talk. i dunno if people are momo or i am momo now i shall sleep early or do my I & R rah why! ultra bad mood
i hate all these what-e-ver~
can you kill the momo momo for me please?
@ 7:04 PM
no pw today!
swimming! 22laps!hoho not bad bah we crapped alot tooO!
okay a funny part we were entering into the swimming complex... wynee ask if we are children... then i said nono we are senior citizen THEN!!!! i think she asked again so are we children or senior citizen? OMG funny like mad!
went sch to check store councilors damn inefficient leah! say OGL list out today de lor. postpone to tomoro! :( whatever la!
store.. we fixed the door! STUPID OM. inefficient OM HAHAHHAHA going down to army market with joyce this sat. hoho! exciting!
sorry jonp and jiachang. for making u all to check the backpacks for us! HOHOHO
oh heard that my bro may be booked out on sun! which means he might miss his own performance! like ZOMG he practiced hard for it k! stupid officers! they say if he can do 6 chinups then he can leave early cannot one la hHAHAHAHHA but im still going to see NRA production. yeah bought the tix anyways. with family. er. abit off la HAHHAH
im super sleepy pleaseee
my cousin's bday today and she recieved a whole lot of toys. hoho her toys.. those vege,fruits, fries,ice cream etc! here's a drumstick! stupid me la. took the pic of the drumstick at the opp way..
and anyways i have pimple outburst. so.. i've photoshopped this pic! HAHAHHA
Wednesday, November 08, 2006 @ 11:23 PM
yello! im going swimming tomoro!
hahah wasted the morning in sch. trying to do PW. fruitless.
i think i scared my pw mates. by being super momo in the morning. when going home. i din talk to them a bit when i walked to mrt station with them.
okayy my obsession with the dream is gone. im back to normal! im excited for stong trip! hhahah stacy jsut sent us the proposal! im in the logistics comm! i hope everything turns out WELL!
im going to lvl2 sport climbing course. which means...my days are even more packed. hope it wont affect any other events.
fate-less.
Tuesday, November 07, 2006 @ 11:57 PM
found a song! hahaha
Dreaming Of You [Selena] Late at night when all the world is sleeping I stay up and think of you and I wish on a star That somewhere you are thinking of me too
'Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight 'Til tomorrow I'll be holding you tight And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be Than here in my room dreaming about you and me
Wonder if you ever see me and I wonder if youKnow I'm there (Am I there) If you looked in my eyes would you see what's inside Would you even care
I just wanna hold you close but so far All I have are dreams of you So I wait for the day and the courage to say How much I love you Yes I do i'll be dreaming of you tonight 'Til tomorrow I'll be holding you tight And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be Than here in my room dreaming about you and me (BRIDGE)Ahh-AhhI can't stop dreaming of you I can't stop dreamingI can't stop dreaming of you Late at night when all the world is sleeping I stay up and think of you And I still can't believe that You came up to me and said I love you I love you too Now I'm dreamin' with you tonight 'Til tomorrow and for all of my life And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be Than here in my room dreaming with you endlessly
hohoho! motivations! it's good to have motivations some times
cleared alot of my msgs/ spent quite some time deleting it though im sleeping soon! nights everyone!
@ 10:52 PM
rahhH! stupid mother fried a fish like SO LATE? wth! and it smells like mad mad mad! disgusting please! and please! she did not close my room's door! and my room stinks like mad la! and she on a air fresherner thing thing.. then like that smell mixed with the fishy smell gosh use brain la! RAHHHH! irritated her this fishy smell made me wanna puke la (* no im not pregnant) disgusting!
i spend my day in the morning pms-ing damn pissed off with mr yip can he like be more clear, and keep his comments short and bloody class tshirt can anyone do the shirt not nehneh i don care alr lah just buy one white shirt and draw ourselves la disagree here and there so u all want it to be like a shirt that can only be wearable in sch. kill 2 birds with 1 stone la. design a nice shirt. that can be worn outside also mah typical black plus bright fonts nice meh. what ev er~ pms pms pms pms
rahh! went running with wynee :D but my stamina like sai slow 6 rounds already dying RAHHHH! 10km. hmmm how? go there to walk? HAHAHAHHAHAHAH
rahhh angry post.
will it happen?
Monday, November 06, 2006 @ 10:52 PM
i guess pms are true and very obvious anyone disagrees?
i have alot of things to do but i dunno what i have to do PW sucks totally. and ODAC rules totally! this week without ODAC, with ALL PW will be a huge torture to me. anyone interested to go kayaking this weekend?
and i really dislike you! nehneh overbearing! so you think people will still listen to you now? all will be under my control! rahh! you are damn damn irritating and f-ing disgusting. i feel like puking whenever you speak. so i'll puke every rehearsal.HOHOHO RAHH!
oh-so-want you babe where are you! holding on the dream.....
Sunday, November 05, 2006 @ 9:17 PM
hahah i just realise something im not so afraid of capsizing already! but im still avoiding it as much as possible :( why! i dont like capsizing because it's super troublesome to empty water when u wet exit or u have to hold ur breath till someone comes rawr! but nonetheless, i think capsizing really does u good. :D
.random.
@ 4:17 PM
went for 3 star kayaking DAY4 ytd yeah. the last official day :( 3 star is just so fun!!! much better than 1 and 2 star! love love! :D
we learnt draw on the move... and hanging draw! heard from some seniorss that it is quite hard. no wonder we cant do hoho my bow kept turning!!! rahhh!
we learnt rescues toO! mengteck was very fierce when it comes to rescues la! scolding scolding even scolded jiachang.. scary!!! OMG OMG
after lunch we learnt rescues again. eskimo bow rescue. paddle. even hands! i cant flip the kayak when im in kayak still :( rawr! hoho both the partners capsized.. and we had to rescue each other! me and xf got into the wrong kayak la her footrest was like sooo farr for me !
we got in touch with some towing.. okay la.. just that the jerks are quite irritating. and we haven been so far out in the sea for quite some time. lance is a crazy person la he said i was some maddie or smth. and he splashed water on me la! like.... super painful! damn strong. and he created this EYE POWER PARTY. lol
we had some time after towing and before packing up! practised rolL! felt so nehneh when joycelyn and stacy did a roll :( hahah power loH! suddenly something happened!!!! i was grumbling like what.. then wilson came to teach me c to c HOHOHO! and i managed to do one before going back. LALALALA happy happy!! he just made me go down further for my high brace! further and further! until my the other shoulder leh! cools. yeah must really thank him!! THANKS WILSON!
something somehow looks wrong in this pic... HMMMM
anyways as much as i like high brace... it got me into another super unglam situation! rawhhh! i was trying to show off my high brace to joycelyn... "i can do high brace! see!" next moment... i was down in the sea. :( bloop bloop wahliew. super unglam =//
dinner was veh retarded. yea shall upload the videos!
enjoy! :D
took mrt with jiawen... interesting! hoho!
it all appeared to be like our fault... is it ALL our fault??? and we are always the outcast. why! cant we just work well together. sometimes i just felt like giving up, trying so hard everytime. yeah WE ARE THE OUTCAST :( nvm. it's okay. you all can go on your own. WHY! why not. nvm, we can find another place.
i had a dream sweet and wonderful i hope it is so gonna come true. for i've dreamt of you....
temporary eyecandies. infectuations....
Saturday, November 04, 2006 @ 12:26 AM
ytd was OP rehearsal again! ZOMG.. 3 grps took 4 hrs!
nehneh was dying there alr and my Q and A seriously sucks! :(
after that was watching the grudge 2 with 0206... damn rush la! we were just on time when we reach the theatre and it played. wahsaii scary la! keep scaring people! but the story abit lousy :( wahsai me jiaying peishan screaming like maddie huizhen guosi jocelyn damn zai! RAWH :( after that was camwhoring at vivocity. the seaview area... TOY S RUS zomg please. we spend more than an hour there!!! hoho i like this pic! more pics will be uploaded here i hope! damn funny la! super high! we even film something there... got people looking la damn retarded :/
alrights today.. ASO dry run thing... thought playing games la. but didnt had stong briefing exciting! im really looking forward to stong. despite the rain and everything! bouldering session for the dinner people hhahah i din boulder la. too lazy to cut my nails. dinner at KFC. the waiter at kfc was cute!!! he press the "drink button" then the drink will flow.. then it mis-aimed leh!!!! the drinks didnt even touch the cup at all! maybe abit. wahh damn hilarious la! zomg. i cant control. so i burst out laughing (tactfully) but i think he still knows. hoho gosh. going home was a disaster :( had veh unglam moment la! my bus came.. then wanted to board le! then the bus just left la! nehneh 133! rahhhh shalll not take it ever again ! hmph! this made joycelyn laughed like mad woman please. funny meh bu hao xiao lor!
anyways this is a video on her laughter. just concentrate on the sound she made.
alrights so i've decided to take mrt home RAHH! :D
there's kayaking tmr! better sleep early :D happy birthday keetwan and jingxin!
