Wednesday, February 07, 2007 @ 11:41 PM
im not feeling too well emotionally these few days
blowing off in quite a short time... =P
everyone please forgive me!
i seriously dunno what has got into me!
esp tuesday afternoon.
really very pek cek when i left..
blaming hard at myself for not being able to finish the work that i want to finish
and procrastinate like mad. and i only did abit of work. and there are so many more unfinished work that has to be handed up tomoro or somewhere this week!
OMG
i wan to revamp the store!
it's so fun please! :D
at least to clean up or smth!
i'll do a rough sketch when im free bah
which is like when!! hahah
i still have my collages to do!
doubt i can finish my notebook by 2nd cca carnival!
today's bouldering session was alright..
too many fillers games i s'pose
wasnt much necessary
but everything was too rushed. booo
hate rushing.
but life's like that. this is reality boo again!
debrief was long as usual !
mrseah was in sch these few days!
HAHAH
GP teacher wor. hmmm still dont quite look like! =X
ahgong ma :D LOL
alan and keith came back also
hmmm it's been quite some time they came back.. and i realise that they are quite fair. =X
and i was showing them the "hybrid" <--called by joyce. HAHAH
went friendster finally.
and i found quite alot of j1s..
hahah read some of their blogs and yea
i think the instructors .. or US. will always feel happy when someone enjoys our activity!
really leh... i was like WOAHH i din know we were like that.. that feel
"
and i thought it was fun! which makes me look forward to the next session on wednesday frm 2.30-7pm!"
this is really good :D
hope no one recognises where this came from. HAHAH
hope everyone else (j1s) have the same feeling
but some j1s seem to be enjoying odac just for the activities. which is not suppose to be the case!
and some are pretty disgusted.. well not say to that extent of DISGUSTED...
we are ODACians... outdoor people... why should we be feeling disgusted by the sea sand dirt and all :D.. that's what i think la
looking back at the j1s...
it was like us not too long ago...
just that i think we had more respect for the seniors although they were also as friendly as us to the j1s....
hahahahahahah= X
ahh yea i miss our j2s too.... will never get back to the good old days again....
but i think it's quite true
this is not suppose to be the case!
ahemm... we should always listen to the j2s... !
yeahhh. i should really keep my laughing self and go to my serious self...
just hoping that i wont burst out laughing.. but that was just me... but i dont quite like that
it seems that some people treats us like kiddies.
rawr!
yeah the bonding between the j1s are cool. hope it's just not on the surface
but i can see more to it than just on the surface...
im the 2 ic of nyaa camp.. yea...
preparing for even tighter schedules
it's on mid march.. so... should be quite busy from now on..
selection camp sounds wonderful too!
im enjoying this busy and hectic life.
there's only 5months plus left before we leave from our post
shits. no! not so fast please
cant imagine life without ODAC.. which was with me since i started jc PROPER
yea why am i talking so much now
and during chats among people.. i cant seem to do so
im really bothered by this.
eeeks
how!
but it is very hard for me to open up to others face to face
why why why!
im really jealous of those who can have hearty chats with others!
but for the time being.. i guess this will be the only revenue that my emotions will lie.
or say... where i can express myself best...
omg this post is getting long...
sunday was the punggol picnic race thing..
the race itself was actually to me.. quite interesting
it is just the waiting and waiting part that irks me
and i had to rush home.. bathe and rush out again for 4/2 outing
14/39 present..
i think it wasnt too bad
just that i don really feel quite belong there sometimes
some were just talking amongs their original cliques...........
and thai express is EX pls. hahah
later in the night. i got a msg saying that mrs low's husband died in a sailing accident..
the one reported on news.. and she was still in shock
life's so fragile
alrights it has passed 12. and i should really be sleeping
some random stuffs.. PROBABILITY SUCKS
going to buy some vday stuffs tomooro!
WEE :D
