Friday, March 16, 2007 @ 10:35 PM
nawhh :(
for a moment i was happy.
im feeling emo again.
no not momo, not to the extent yet.
for there are still things that im looking forward about, things that i still can be happy about.
suppose to be feeling empty about that, but im not actually feeling that way..
shouldnt have read some blogs seriously...
ohsohurt. but im not goin to care man
im just going to hold on to the beliefs and my goals.
i just wish that there was really someone there to hear me talk
rather than feeling so momo over the blog.
someone for me to trust and advise me.
they were so close once and lost again.
i really think that it is not my fault that i cant really converse well deeply.
it's a weakness that i've got to work hard on.
and im pretty ashame of this.
sharing anything to anyone whom i might be closer to...
so if i do tell u anything really deep in, i really mean it, and that's important to me.
im really jealous of u, someone who can speak to anyone at ease, someone whom everybody else seem to like.
