Wednesday, July 04, 2007 @ 7:26 PM
damn.... feeling so down... not momo yet i guess
just feeling super disappointed at myself lah...
i may be trying very hard, working very hard... trying very very hard to be good
but guess it's not working well...
just not too organised :( something which i would really like to have...
feel so inferior...
just hope people didnt regret choosing me bah...
it's just so hard to be fierce... esp to people u don know really well...
and it isn't their fault sometimes cuz they didnt know? because we didnt teach?
our fault? but i dont remember the seniors teaching us some stuffs as well.. =X
their fault?... nah.. just the inability to adapt and learn fast enough....
rawr.. rambling rambling...
hate this feeling..
huge responsibilities... yet unable to handle them well...
not cut out for the job??
i guess so... just gonna live with it for like 2 weeks more
investiture would be sort of a relief to me bah...
i wont really miss the logistics... but i would definitely miss the store damn alot
hate this.. but if not for being the aqm, maybe i wouldnt be what i am today!
even smelling the store after about 1 whole month not going to the store makes me feel ... erm.. nostalgic HAHAH.. and it felt good smelling the store's smell...
it's so messy now... rawr!
looking forward to painting. HAHA
