Friday, October 12, 2007 @ 10:21 PM
fridays are here again.. but this post un be too long
im reallyy drained... the previous time i felt like that was after nyaa camp bah.
after nights n nights of 1am of proposals editting, familiarising.. n the 2 nites in camp etc etc.
im really weak now.
im using one hand to type now. and i cant squeeze those facial wash from their squeezable containers!
and i can doze off just by closing my eyes..
today was ohkay.. planned it to be better
farewell assembly was quite a flop
it was better last yr eh. :(
the speaker was.. .. HMMM weird i must say
i missed the last time odac sits together before assembly outside audi
thanks to the award.
i missed the last few moments with class too..
DAMN.
i'd rather not get that. we are all equal arent we... why distinguish people? boohoo
im feeling super sian over the face that i didnt take pics with alot alot people that i wanted to
all the odac guys. have really feww photos with them...
:( i miss odac .
i love odac.
in class was a fun thing...
everyone taking pics la
but mr yip came in.. and quite leng diao la
i took pics with everyone EVERYONE! in my class
hahaha
actually im gradually looking relatively down on pics (compare to the past la)
why bother use a photo to help you remember the people.
people are to be remembered in their hearts... not on smth tangible.
i really dislike those lend diao moments.. esp with some close friends.
it seems that there is some distance somehow...
and me trying soo hard to avoid those LENG moments
by making some random noise, action, comments to lighten up, liven up
i think this explains why i am that drained today
also dunno why i'll like that la.. not say LIKE to do thsoe stupid stuffs.. but somehow have to...
so what should i do?
im so sorry for making those very extreme, exaggerating actions... i know sometimes it's really not necessary.. and of course.. that disturbs some people too.
i would rather be in a crowd that makes decision then to have me to make those decisions.
don't hold me back when you know my heart's somewhere else.
oh did i say that i really love personalised msgs??? no matter the length.. as long as it's not general.. contains sort of opinions hahahah
