Saturday, October 13, 2007 @ 11:24 PM
not feeling alright today.
so useless.
so emo.
so lousy.
swam just now. :) at least some form of exercise
afternoon was crap. didnt have the energy to do anything.
so ya i didnt went to teckghee too.. it was raining then. :(
this sucks..
see some classes are like really fun... very much bonded. relative term.
wondering how would it be like if i was a better class leader...
yeah i admit i aint a good one. but it was because my ability to commit is really limited...
but still. ashamed as well.
but was it the components as well? ahh just pushing away the responsibilities.
what a lousy person i am.
the "thankyou classreps" from my classmates was pleasing...
thank you class too
anyhow and anyway... my college life is ending soon. i cant do anything much to help anything at all now. except to study and provide energy for my friends... for i believe that friends can give me the energy i have everyday.. that's why i only momo at home. i feel so cut off from friends at home... then i start to think about things ahhaha. like now.
RAHH.
I MUST STUDY AT LEAST 10 HRS a day
but that leaves me with only 160hrs left...
divide by 5 subs? 32 hrs per sub?
HAISSS only can do like 5 full papers... RAHHH
