Monday, November 26, 2007 @ 12:29 AM
ohkay im feeling quite momo now.
these few days.
i dont wanna be an organiser!!
NONO!
not until im more brave to ask...and call. make reservations.
RAHHH
and there's no one helping me to call all that also ..
everyone ask me do myself. as in i treat it as them trying to help me overcome my fear.
but it's too big a jump for me to overcome that dumb fear.
so many things to confirm?
RAHHH
and so many dilemmas and stuffs
hope everyone will understand this situation now bah
and no one will complain about any thing.
it was your own choice in the first place, so please dont blame me for anything yea
on the whole again.. i HATE to take the responsibility of being an organiser.
so that everything runs smoothly.. so that alot of things are taken care of.
so that everyone can be happy.
ending up them being not as happy i thought.. and getting pissed/disappointed with myself for organising such unhappy stuffs.
if anyone of you got any complains.. please keep it to yourself eh.. or just tell me straight lah. dont talk like you are not happy about what i do and expect me to know or what... worse is i hear it.
damn these pissifying stuffs
i wish that there were still A levels man..
i wouldnt mind it happening all over again.
if we were to feel better.. no momo feeling then. all there is was work-stress and the sense of guilt.
im kinda hurt from your replies.
