Thursday, December 13, 2007 @ 11:00 PM
aawoah 4th post today.. ahahha dangg i failed to blog about kelong today! tomoro! hahah
today've been pretty momo.. BLEH
been thinking about us, 23rd
never really thought that we will really have not much time for gatherings anymore
always thinking that oh there's plenty of time after A's...
but that fact that the guys are going into the army, and that we most probably have gatherings only on weekends only...
and that many girls will work too... !! boohoo! i dont want!
the painful part is here. when things have changed totally!
investiture wasnt that hurting afterall.. what we would have missed then were only be the weekly trainings, briefings, debriefings, recce, RAMS, expeditions, planning, proposals..
we would still be able to see each other almost everyday in school, gather easily for lunch, to climb, to study, after school...
what about now.. thinking of us seeing each other only on certain weekends.. before prom was at least better.. we had many many shopping outing and although those were really tiring, draining..it was still fun. ironic eh. we could have met up easily still... after prom... things started to get weird :( i also dunno why! there's like little time left... many many going overseas! leaving me alone here~~ i don wannn!! :( it's so hard to get everyone for an outing!! the makeover thing.. chalet... boohooooooooo
if i could.. i would not mind to live these 2 years again. no.. i mean i want to live these 2 years again! they have been really good years..
no more studying times, shopping outing, afterschooldinners, runs, climb, expeditions, boulder,store, school, morningassemblys..... the list goes on... now what do i do on 2nd jan? im really scared of all these.... noooo~~~~~~ seriously afraid of my life now.. what's going to happen.. work? eeww.. this sucks lah... okay i shall stop this post before a pool starts forming in front of me. i hate drastic changes to life! the different different stages. rawr! this is one very big change to me. hope i will be able to lift myself up and cross this gigantic obstacle infront of me .. BLEH
bye!
