Wednesday, June 25, 2008 @ 12:10 AM
AHHHH
this is my third day at home doing nothing (except going for driving lessons)
im going to BAO ZA alr....
omgg..
i think im stressed out!?
so many things running through my mind nowww
driving is the big problem i guess... considering my life is pretty much the same as before. haha
EEEE
stupid instructor today demoralised me MANY MANY :(
it's only my first time out on road and what can he expect of me??
he keeps saying that I AM NOT PAYING ATTENTION??? like hellloooooo
i am paying attention... but i just wont understand it the first time when you showed me because I have never done it before?
before we go round outside the school, he did it once to show me... so i look around (instead of looking at where he step, when he release acceleration, where he change gear) to know where to turn!!!
and it will seriously help if you dont hold my steering wheel too often :( unless like really bad bad turns then you turn for me lah.
and there are so many things to do during driving! focus on the road, look at the mirrors, left right rear, hands on the steering wheel, preparing to signal, on the wipers, the lights..., on the gear... while the legs got to step on the acceleration, brake and the clutch... the best part is the BRAIN.. that got to put all these parts together to drive... ohmyyy...
and my legs are so heavy, that i cant step on the brake and acceleration lightly... and i cant release the clutch quite slowly -.-
rawr!!! okay im just complaining about today that is...
dreading to drive more and more le :(
hope tomoro's instructor is nice! hope get back my monday's instructor...
he talks to me about kayaking, and all the adventurous stuff he had done when he was young! WAHAHHA quite cool :)
lucky i cancelled friday's lesson!
i shall only take the most 3 times a week!!! CANNOT TAKE IT AH!!!!
i think going driving to me now... is like going to work lah...
feel so tired everyday... but i was only out of my house in the morning for near 4 hrs... and i woke up later than what i did when working....
OKAY GRUMBLE GRUMBLE.
besides driving, there is the uni thing also!!
so many applications to be done! ARGH..
and also the mentally draining part on thinking about what's going to happen in uni, what kind of people i will meet... how me and my roommate will become....
and the time i have left before uni.. what to do to maximise them. bah
the odac diary is also another thing on my head.
just finished stong pics... could have finished it like days ago.. but okay
IM DREADING TO PHOTOSHOP THE PHOTOS AS WELL.
esp RINJANI!!! ... it's nice to look at.. but it's far too much to be developed! BAHHH
ah and also the 9oclock show ah.
omg ... so draining to watch the show =/
like nothing's fun! life is crying crying.. so sad lah the show...
not happy at all.. hahha i dunno why im watching it lah. nvm it's ending soon hahha
last thing is the BBQ and the chalet stuffs.... not many replies ~ :(
and i dont know whether people check their mails anot..
OKAY IM PRETTY MUCH DONE WITH THE GRUMBLING.
i feel better now :D
TOMORROW IS A BETTER DAY! i hope. hahhaha
if you are free can ask me out!! LOL im seriously BORED at home nowwwwww.
but everyone's at camps, going overseas.
bahhhhhhhh
cant wait for thursday!!! Kayaking at the esplanade! :D
i want to see somebody!
