SUCKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
outburst outburst! :(
life's in a messs now! :(
MESS!
everything's going down down down down now........
okay. dont think anyone around me will notice this huh!
im actually feeeling emo all these time round!
this week.
bahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
First thing that is going round my head is L1 coaching...
it is pressing down on me hard!
i've only been through 2 attachments! and the previous one was already sooo long ago :(
i've lost touch with kayaking mann....
:(
but i dont wanna give up. because i know many many people will be disappointed with me if i do that...
and that i'll lose a great bunch of friends....
that is the main thing that's stopping me!
but time is really a factor. with more commitments i have now... and that since i stay in hall now... i'll really need time with my family during weekends now...!!!!!
i dont see that.. if i want... i will be able to do it.
perhaps im just finding excuses for this but i think my reasons make sense.
BAH!
AAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
and i think im really a lousy person/friend...
my EQ sucks i guesss
friends really play a big part in my life!
that's why i dont appear emo in front of friends!
because all you people give me energy, reasons not to be emo.
and that im happy to be with friends! i dont feel emo at that point in time.
kill this big-head monster in me. DA TOU!
sso AA!
shall keep myself lowww for a while..... :(
but damn hard. because i gather energy from friends, and thus im very high when im with friends!!!
arghs
and that whenever im busy with this group of people, the other groups is being "forgotten" temporarily. ALWAYS HAPPEN!!!
strike a balance man meiying..
GOSH!
nvm i study for tmr's test now.
shall forget this and play hard at tmr's music steamboat + midautumn celebrations!
and play hard on saturday's ODAC gathering + midautumn celebrations!!! annually sia!!!
LOVE LOVE
Family -daddy mummy sister bro aunties uncles cousins nieces and nephews
the more groups u are in, the more i love you! wahhahaha
