Sunday, January 03, 2010 @ 1:54 AM
emofuck.
cried like shit 3 times today.
i hate crying but i always do.
my eyes going swell like nobody's business tomorrow
one is cuz watch tv lah. -.-
the past few days are very bad to me and anymore further may just get me into some depression
bad start of a brand new year.
ARGH
im money-minded... in a sense that .... i look alot at the prices of everything. and making sure that it's worth it before i buy... by judging it's usefulness, ability to make me happy etc
im calculative because i dont want to owe people money.... and of course i dont like people to owe me money!
i dont like people to spend unnecessary money on me just to make me feel happy... i'll feel like my happiness was bought. the thought that counts. i understand but u'll just make me feel like shit.
i hate it when you waste money and time... and i didnt get anything(not important point) and IM FEELING SHIT, and when other people tells me to tell you to not spend so much! how will i feeel? that perhaps people thinks that im the cause of you spending so much.
