your light will shine when all else fades
Thursday, November 11, 2010 @ 1:04 AM
im so sad that im not a friend keeper.
i dont know how to keep a friend... :(
i dont keep connected with friends, so they dont really keep connected with me either:(
i dont arrange meetups with friends like dinner or lunches cuz im scared that im troubling people! or don't know if they are willing to eat meals with me anot... or im scared of rejection...
and then i'll look like im someone who takes friends for granted...
and thats why im so bored in hall actually!! that's just positive thinking. bleh
I MISS MY ROOMIE REBECCA KANG YING YING :(
I WANT TO COOK IN HALL! BUT ONE PERSON PORTION IS QUITE DIFFICULT TO GET GROCERY ACTUALLY:(
I LIKE TO COME BACK TO HALL AFTER LESSONS AND TALK TO MY ROOMIE!
I LIKE TO DRINK ROSE HONEY TEA WHEN IM FALLING SICK :(
I LIKE TO HAVE A SWIM WITH ROOMIE ANYTIME OF THE DAY! OR RUN AT NIGHT:)
AND SLEEP EARLY!
and thats why i always never apply for hall everytime sem 2 ends. because im so frigggin bored in hall because i feel that ihavenofriendsandihatetoadmitthat:(
lifesuckstakedrugs. but im not going to. because there's always still a small part of life which rocks!