ahmeiii

2011-04-23T16:18:00.002+08:00

everywhere i feel that i'm alone.
you all are there, i am here.
anywhere u all go, i'll be there.
sounds terribly sad.

whats wrong? :(

2011-03-30T00:35:00.002+08:00

i thought it was over...
gah, it all came back.
forget forget forget!
everything will be back to normal!
sighs.

being sick sucks. cant eat macs.
cant even run!

2011-03-26T03:33:00.002+08:00

hahahaha i think im scaring people off!
dont worry i dont bite! im just trying to make friends! :)
dont ignore me and i hope thats not the case! hahaha

2011-03-25T00:51:00.002+08:00

i feeel like a loser once again.

back aching slightly :(
i hope the sciatic nerve thing wont be back again forever.!
it seems like i've forgotten the pain. but no!
the pain really hit me bad the other time.
it would make my legs go weak like any moment!
zomg.
climbing out of bed was a tough task.

damn im losing motivation to run!
someone please pulll me back to path to becoming fit! GAH!

2011-03-22T17:52:00.002+08:00

i am a loser =(

give me back my recess week to me!
and how i miss it dearly! rotting around although there is eb to do..
there are people to meet everyday! <3
i love meeting people who wants to meet me!
or meeting people whom i wanna meet!
everyday was pretty packed!
oh give me back those days! even as it was tiring, it felt so good.

i hate days without anything to do, or no one to talk to... no one to eat dinner/lunch with...
and feeling that im all alone in this school =(

not pms im sure .
maybe it's all because of ... .
just too busy hopefully!

2011-02-15T17:19:00.002+08:00

:(
life's boring now.
tried organising dinnner but everyone's still busy.....
really dont like the feeling of trying to organise something... and im afraid the people who are turning up feels bored at the event because there are too little people.
im alright if there are not alot of people, but everyone msut be happpy :)

more things in my life pleaseee... i want to get myself busier... but not with academic related work though heh! I WANT TO GET BUSY!!

boooos. and really hope that everything is going to be alright for ________.
just thought that it was really irresponsible and immature and selfish to have done that. but that's only subjected whatever they i know now only lah. which equals to nothing much. no one wants to tell me anyway. for i cant help any of them much either. i can only lend a listening ear.
just think about everything that uall have been through together. and the things you are looking forward to in the future. and hopefully you will not regret whatever that u've done but it's still not too late.

2010-11-11T01:04:00.004+08:00

im so sad that im not a friend keeper.
i dont know how to keep a friend... :(
i dont keep connected with friends, so they dont really keep connected with me either:(
i dont arrange meetups with friends like dinner or lunches cuz im scared that im troubling people! or don't know if they are willing to eat meals with me anot... or im scared of rejection...
and then i'll look like im someone who takes friends for granted...
and thats why im so bored in hall actually!! that's just positive thinking. bleh

I MISS MY ROOMIE REBECCA KANG YING YING :(
I WANT TO COOK IN HALL! BUT ONE PERSON PORTION IS QUITE DIFFICULT TO GET GROCERY ACTUALLY:(
I LIKE TO COME BACK TO HALL AFTER LESSONS AND TALK TO MY ROOMIE!
I LIKE TO DRINK ROSE HONEY TEA WHEN IM FALLING SICK :(
I LIKE TO HAVE A SWIM WITH ROOMIE ANYTIME OF THE DAY! OR RUN AT NIGHT:)
AND SLEEP EARLY!

and thats why i always never apply for hall everytime sem 2 ends. because im so frigggin bored in hall because i feel that ihavenofriendsandihatetoadmitthat:(

lifesuckstakedrugs. but im not going to. because there's always still a small part of life which rocks!

2010-08-30T02:58:00.004+08:00

im jealous of some people!!!
but i know i shouldnt be. :(
im jealous!!! WHYYY!
and i know i have no chance anymore.
i better give up. give up meiying. and stop thinking about it!!

ohman please give me a hall.
although i didnt apply..
darn, i apply also wont get lah. tmd

anw, random stuffs. i <3 disney seniors!
and im misssing babooon already!!
and i know i will miss this year. 09/10!!! i love it!
for xphy for disney for su17gls for becca my roomie

2010-08-28T12:25:00.002+08:00

HAIS!
im here again
means it's EMO TIME!

school's starting, and definitely this sem will be super different from last sem!!!
last sem i had roooomieee :(
i still hope to get a halll though...
maybe my freshie can rent me hers though... hopefully!! hahaha
hall 14! so near to so many people!

im still excited for the new sem though!
new xphy comm
new batch of gls
world lunchs with su17
and i got thai as elective! how cool is that!!

emooo cuz i feeel like a loserrr
outing failedd.
and i keep msging peoplee for outingss!!
while others are all so busy with their different groups of friends...
thats the problem with me! when im very involved in this group of friends, i tend to neglect the rest of my friends!! :( :( :( :( sorrrry friendss

schoool start quicklyyy!!!
cant wait....

2010-07-09T15:56:00.002+08:00

fuck.

everything you say is correct.
nobody can oppose you.

you say you anything one.
but you are particular about certain steps that are not impt.
and when i want to pick on certain steps, im afraid that you will scold me, for doing extra stuffs and wasting some time.
because it's anyhow one, no need so nice.
because of the feeling u give me that you are always right.

yes yes yes you are always right, and just scold me!
fuck you. not everyone will be like you. not everyone can think like you.
and it's always my fault for miscommunications.
everything is to your convenience, to your enjoyments.
it's very difficult to go back to the past :(
and this sucks.

2010-05-30T23:42:00.003+08:00

it sucks alot to see that nobody replies to your thread when u've tried to do something for everyone.
it sucks alot to organise outings and then people dont even bother to reply you. thanks to those who replied.
im tired of feeling sucky!!
rawr.
other people please take initiative to organise outings!! :(

rawrrr
i need help to fix my BROTHER printer!!
it prints nothing!!!
and my sewing machine!!!

how suay can i get with my gadgets!
my itouch that time no sound from the speaker
my holga hotshoe not very good... change a new one liao still not very good...
my sewing machine spoil. new one leh
my printer just doesnt work properly!!! rawr! and it's like rarely used!!!
i dont want to buyy anymore new stuffs la!! D:
tmd.

2010-05-20T00:26:00.002+08:00

the happy times were gone..
it's been some time since im feeeling so emo and uncertain.... :(
last few weeks were spent happily! can't recall a time when i hide in the middle of the night and cry.
boohooo.... stupid momomonster is out again!

been busy with xphysique lately..
and im actually very very happy working for xphysique!
despite the late nights that we didnt even get to sleep.. (ok we did sleep abit in the morning)
:(
now im feeeling very lost without it... sudden change of schedule...
my life is so empty suddenly.... didn't even plan for this :(

now im trying to pack myself with activities... organising stuffs again...
once again, i was excited! but looking at the few response that i had... im disheartened again...
i really need friends who supports me, to keep my spirits high again.... friends are my source of energy.
i am always afraid of what people think of me... as an over-enthusiastic person, attention-seeker ... :( this is always what i felt when people start to get more shou with me... :(

now im supposed to get ready and prepare myself for SU17...
and the feeling is really very different from the same time last year!
now that i know so many more people, and know so much more about people...
im dreading the camp actually.
dreading the world bonding.
dreading to have sleepless nights.
how i wish that i knew none of them at all, back to where i've started for SU16..
i didnt even know my BL/ABLs existed till we splitted up for world bonding...
things would have been much easier...
i miss su16 seaworld!! BLEH

blehh now im saying stuffs in a very disorganised manner... just wanna get things out of my mind... it's blobbing about in my mind.. out out out of my mind!

so many things to settle, yet i don't know how to go about doing it...
IM FEEEELING SAD AND CONFUSED AND LOST AND EMPTY.
:( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(

2010-03-26T13:19:00.005+08:00

HEllOOO people!!!

i've been missssing for so long!
meansss im no longerrr thatt emo u know!
hahaha

but now, i know i shouldnt be here but i am!!
IM BUSY :( so busy!!
hahah
finally a good weekend for me to rest at home! :D
play with kobeyy and catch up with family!
hahaha
it feels like 3 weeks i haven been home!
but no, i go home every week k. just that weekends are so packed that im rarely at home.

big things that have happened!

my 21st birthday!

Other things will be like im back in hall now! and im staying on sunday nights too!
omg
in my first year in uni, i only went back twice on sunday nights .. and stayed over once on friday nights!
i predict that i'll be doing that more often sooon!

there's actually nothing big happening in my life now. tests.. and recces

anw, i wanted to blog about
ajcodac!
i saw some of the juniors'photos on facebook.
ODAC March Camp!
field cooking, tentages.... rawrr!!
i miss odac!
and pretty sad that the ajc odac now does not involves the seniors anymore.
unlike my time... where investiture is filled with seniors from the past few batches!
BOOOHOOO
I WANT ODAC IN JC AGAIN!!
so sad so sad!!!
bleh

2010-02-25T01:29:00.002+08:00

im reallly quite sian now
im really convinced that last year at this time was indeed better :)

doublefaced. isit really a have to? or just want to? or you are just neutral.
knowing too many thing about people really sucks. it makes you be wary of these people. (ALOT OF PEOPLE that is)
tmd, and we can't stop the bad true/untrue storiesss about people. =(
okay, now we want to stop this. and you asked us to stop spreading. or stop whoever that's spreading.
have you ever thought that you were one of those spreading storiess too? UNTRUE ones somemore. what is this.

this is what everyone calls it.
POT CALLING A KETTLE BLACK.

2010-02-22T00:40:00.004+08:00

random update!

photos taken from my FDC01!
no photoshopped done!
all raw files! =D nice hor.

add ons for my bday wishlist!
can get me apple vouchers too!
i feel like getting an iTouch!
:D
or if you all have enough people to share!!! get an iTouch for me!!
really will touch me. -.-
:D

2010-02-22T00:18:00.000+08:00

My birthday wishlist!

~~Fujifilm instax mini!~~
~~hahaha maybe some of u all can buy the film instead MUAHAHAA~~

Either one of the following sandals... (Havaianas fit or flash!)
i would prefer flash if u all still can find it!
for colours wise... i dont wan white or any light colours! because my feet always get very dirty! :(
my size is brazil size 35/36! hahahah

hahhaa i really dont have much wish list eh!
maybe some other things that you can get for me!
but if u getting the above maybe u can tell me first... WAHAHAHA maybe others buying alr?

big family games! like taboo, ... etc those u can find in minds cafe la
erh princess ballooons? hahahah
vouchers? for scrapbooking shops the best.. hahah
or u can join xphysique for my sake! =)

actually i prefer many many small small presents!!!
so like i got alot alot alot of presents like that :D
i like long long letters too! :D
but best is u all can come to my party and enjoy!!!!

check out facebook event for updates! it's an open party!
you can just come if you like me! =) hahaha

2010-02-22T00:17:00.002+08:00

i think it's time for me to do something.
and i think it's time for people to do something also.
what's wrong with people.
i can't believe people are still 'i dont talk to .....'
it indirectly means i don't friend you already"
hais so childish! =(
and getting mad or buay song at people not related.
or also don't friend people not related.
or buay song or don't like someone because your friend don't like also.
you didnt even get to know that someone. more even to understand him/her
or even worse, you just heard things from the others. and others'experience, based on the story on their side.
and being anonymous scolding people.
why don't people change or improve from their mistake
because they don't know!
even if they know, they might not change it because it's only you think it's smth bad.
and i think that it's really very not matured to use sweeping statements like "everybody don't like ..."
or "all of them don't want"
because when we take GP in jc. or writing argumentative essays , teachers always teach us that these type of statements will just make you unconvincing. and whatever you say, people usually don't believe. flimsy argument.
and always putting words into people mouth is not a good idea also, because once the truth is out, and things you said has its proof somewhere, some sms, msn history... your ming yu will sao di.
most imptly, dont be a hypocrite.
easier said than done, whatever you don't like about a person, once you said smth bad of him/her to another friend while that person still doesnt know that you don't like him/her.
you are a hypocrite.
like me too. and like you. and like most people too.
but just too the extent of how much you are.
you, you and you. bad bad bad.

okay, i'm already 21 so soon.
so grow up people! don't be so childish!

2010-02-09T11:35:00.003+08:00

im so tired and sick of things now =(

discovered some new things last week. that made me so dreadful of things that are going to come in my way =(
yea like rusty said, why are the people so childishhhhhh hahahhaha
makes me so wary of so many people now, who's real and who's not. rahhhh
so many people talking behind so many people's back!

and academic writing really sucks big time.
argh!
and vday and cny clashes!
and vday giftsss
no time for anything!

just so sian of everythinggg

i prefer last year's this time.
or just a few months back it's alright too.
DAMN SIAN DAMN SIAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i want to go holidays so i dont have to think about anything except having fun!

2010-01-25T22:48:00.005+08:00

many things have past since my last post...

firstly, i still haven't have my hall yet!!!
becca's friend that room had some problemssss bleh
now another hall is coming our way!!
EXCITED! AGAIN! HAHAH

4star passed. had our first and last run for the year =(
wavess were f big!!!

check this out man. look at aivy's(centre) 'H G liao!!' face!!

i was the first to go out between me and jiayin
and the afternoon when we reached was the bigggest of all!
STUNNED! totally didn't know what to do. don't dare to punch out. can't punch out either
got hit by a big one. and off i capsized. and got EJECTED out of the kayak.
like u press those eject button on cd players. u just come out of the kayak automatically.

image the waves from the picture! and u are sitting in a kayak.
most probably ur head will be at where the people's head in the picture are.
and then u are supposed to punch out against this waves (while trying to look for windows and shoulders)
punch out against your fear (my fear of capsizing)
and always the HG! feeling in your(my) brain
and what to do? just brace.
even if you brace(bongo slide!)... what you can see will only be waterrrrrrrr

experience was good, but really effing scary!
everynight was just 'HOW HOW HOW, tomorrow waves bigger how?? please get smaller, i want to play!'
hate myself for being so humji! just capsize only mah. cannot roll just bail out!!!
WHAT'S WRONG!
and hate myself for giving up so easilyy, for having so little strength and stamina, and small lungs.

company was good! =) first night i hadd ss to pei me!! wheeee and of course the other 4 girlss!
AWESOMES! and the instructors duh!
the whole course, we were just hanging around with all the girls... means the 5 of us la
keet jiayin aivy yurong me!
=)
and 2nd night was cooolios! hhahaha and played alot of stupid games on iphones and mass games.
had the sandballmaster vincent, my-coursemate-now-my-coach steven, whats-that-well-mannered-guy-talk-very-slowly junbin, and the i-r-r-i-t-a-t-i-n-g charles with us!
WHAHAHAHHA
pretty much amused by junbin, hahaha quite a unique guy.. he says, 'what's that?' instead of 'HUH??' to people. hahahahahhahahahah and
and steven and charles the lamers!
vincent the laojiao but super funny guy!! i beat his record on iphone and he is the game lord in obs! hehehehahahhwhah I WIN!

okay quite fun! know more people now hahah and of course our favourite papa-figure mengteck!
he's seriously like our papa there!!! shushu liew is not around =(

okay besides 4star...

our impromptu eastcoast date! HAHA =Scute bear!

so long never camwhore le! =D feeeling gooood!

and ofcourse school has started. lousy timetable. hahaha
actually okay lah... 18aus. quite relax...

thinking of my 21st party!! very excited!! =)

and of course the shocking news that came in on saturday night =(
was still in state of disbelief yesterday. and came into full acceptance today that she's really gone. =(
rest in peace. you will be missed.

tts all folks....
sorrry it didnt end off properly.
gotta study for quiz! week 3 only got test le!zzz

2010-01-08T02:17:00.005+08:00

harlowww im back!

IM SO EXCITED TO GO BACK TO HALLLL !
hahaha excitement!! it feels like a brand new life! =)
but im very lazy to pack!
=( HAHAHA
i want to bring my whole room there!

IM GOING TO 4STAR REFRESHER! RAMUNIA! WAVES here i come!!!
quite excited too!hhaha
but so sad so many people can't go with me together!
remember last year....
my course had joycelyn siti tak marcus yurong lance wilson zhihao laimun eugene jeremy
hahahahah so many interesting people! last night ss came in too!
last night everyone in our room talking! how nice! like holidayss like that!

i've been wanting to make a card for ss for so so so long! omg hahaha
but it's been lying there.. with a bit more ideas everyday!
im super lazy to make lah =/

i think im really getting very lazy!
someone push me more!
ahaha

ANW check out Plants vs Zombies
it's a game! u plant plants to kill zombies!
HOU addictive ah! omg
hahahahaha
but i've completed the bulk of it... ya

watching this show now, 海派甜心
AHHAHA luozhixiang is damn funny

SO MANY THINGS TO DO! OMGGG
anw some photos!

this is my boyf! :)
HWAHHHA JAKE SSLOWLY
he commented that 'dun tink tt tribe got wear specs..hahhahahahha'

2010-01-03T01:54:00.003+08:00

emofuck.
cried like shit 3 times today.
i hate crying but i always do.
my eyes going swell like nobody's business tomorrow
one is cuz watch tv lah. -.-

the past few days are very bad to me and anymore further may just get me into some depression

bad start of a brand new year.

ARGH

im money-minded... in a sense that .... i look alot at the prices of everything. and making sure that it's worth it before i buy... by judging it's usefulness, ability to make me happy etc
im calculative because i dont want to owe people money.... and of course i dont like people to owe me money!
i dont like people to spend unnecessary money on me just to make me feel happy... i'll feel like my happiness was bought. the thought that counts. i understand but u'll just make me feel like shit.
i hate it when you waste money and time... and i didnt get anything(not important point) and IM FEELING SHIT, and when other people tells me to tell you to not spend so much! how will i feeel? that perhaps people thinks that im the cause of you spending so much.

2010-01-02T18:03:00.003+08:00

omgg i broke the glass of my tv console!
while playing a top that i've bought fromm malacca. -.-
zzz
first time breaking a furniture leh!
so scaryyy

im hungrryy nowww
my mum cookedd kong bak (braised meat)
and i had that for breakfast.... kong bak bao
and i had that again for lunch... after breaking the glass, clearing up
i had kong bak porridge....

hais
anw... went gunung datuk again.. this time with the GLs!
obviously my fitnesss droppped tremendously...
maybe because of the extra weight that i've gained.
argh!
how bad it feels to be a liability
my first trekking trip with a different group of people... not the odacians.
different people ... different thinking and beliefs...
cant say better or worse experience.. just different lor!

anw... i certainly didnt feel that it was that steep when i first went there!
didnt remember it being steeep at all!!
but the ladders at the top still freaks me out!!
zomg
the view is still as nice! =)
confirm :)

i really hope everyone has enjoyed it lah...
despite all the complaintssss that the rest have made.... about it being expensive and everything.
and everything leaving to the cgls to treat.
it sucks when u've organised smth, and everyone doesnt like it... and everyone gotta pay so much. and everyone is complaining!
remember that the organiser is making an extra effort! while paying exactly or more than what you've paid!
im just saying things in a general way..

haisss
im going out sooon
i hope my daddy wont scold me so much tonigh man
god blessss me..
im hungryyyy
i want to eat.
hahhaha

cant wait to go back to hall, to avoid the ramblings from my dad..
but i'll misss mummy! and kobey! hahaha
=)
my mummy says drinking too much coke zero is making people grow senile faster...
i guess she's pointing to my dad bah.
he's gossssipingg like nobody's business.... he's always finding fault with other people!
i drive he also think it's damn lousy. when i actually felt much more confident
he's a lousy driving instructor. he doesnt want to tell me how to go to the place... say that i should have checked properly before i want to drive. fine. when i got scolded by him... then after a while.. he doesnt tell me the road name... when he claim he did. maybe he did. but im pretty sure he just briefly mention that it's aroudn that area.... he blames me on my poor parking too. when he didnt exactly tell me where i should park. of course parking will be lousy lah

enough complaints. argh

going out!

2009-12-11T00:55:00.003+08:00

=(
i hate myself for being so kpo.
sounds like a bitch.
but it's kinda fun!

but still trying to figure that out..

and
sucks.
to.
the.
apple america orange.
and all the number theorem university staffs.
all the authorities.
bringing up hopes and then smashing us down flat.
TMD
if all goes bad... im damn freee alr.
but obviously we will all pray in our hearts that everything goes on smoothly...
if u dont know what's happening. just help us pray that everything goes smooth for us.

shit lah.
im feeling angsty.
angry
yet puzzled..
and... thankful for all my friends around me...
so im feeeeling MODERATE now.

fulfilling days after exam..... watched twilight marathon, 2012, fengyun....
went to trek at macritchie, jb seafood with seaworld!

2009-12-03T00:49:00.002+08:00

ahhh
I WANT TO TAKE THAI PLEASE!!!

=(
no hope.

PINNING MY HOPES ON HMK2... although it ends damn late on friday! argh
and i'll be missing it sometimes i think!

=( =( =(

i hate to plan time table!
i hate to see new schedules esp when it's damn bad.

i always complained that i have alot of electives
and damn it. i miss taking electives!!!
i realise i have 6 cores next sem (compared to the 3 cores this sem, one of the 6 supposed to be this sem's one lor) ... but i have 3 non examinable modules...

i can only take HMK2.
or HMJ1 AND PHO210 if i can get it
the rest, can just dont bother
but i really want THAI
hahaha

aiya i HATE PLANNING TIMETABLES!!!!

on a lighter note..
I'VE FINISHED MY EXAMS!
wheee!

2009-11-28T01:16:00.002+08:00

i. must. be. more. confident. in. my. words.
believe. that. i. am. always. right

argh. hahahaha i know i wont la
=(
how how how how

嘘寒问暖
i cant.因为怕更尴尬.
=( tts why people think im not sincere.
im happy in my small small world.
but i know i should.

2009-11-19T19:13:00.001+08:00

becca looks so much like this doraemon!!
HWAHHAHAHAH

2009-11-16T02:57:00.003+08:00

Knowledge lights my way,
as i learn and play from day to day.
And to build in me,
obedience through authority in school and country.

May Primary is our pride
You guide us with your burning light.
Through our teachers we will be,
productive to society.

Knowledge lights my way,
as i learn and play from day to day.
And to build in me,
obedience through authority in school and country.

My primary school song, May Primary School!
ZOMG. anyone from there now!?! LOL
it's gone long ago la...

hahaha was flipping through my secondary school photos! in search of my nice nice hair once upon a time!

my hair las ttime..
nice anot ah? i think really damn nice :D :D
LOL!!! :D
cuz it grew out after i cut it veh short ! =)

this time pretty much the same?
hahahah suddenly took a hairband and tried!! =)
I THINK IT'S NICE!
and nope i didnt dye my hair recently.. it was last time one!!
the week after recess? HAHHA
YAY!
=) It's HAIRBAND TIME!

2009-11-14T22:53:00.004+08:00

hahah these are all the things that happened during this one month or so!
so many things!!! =)
street challenge, seaworld - becca's birthday!!! dinner then late night kbox!! =) , steamboat at cant 5!!, before that was 'bowling became movie'outing with becca and bab!, then willis'21st party... auggy's day out yesterday

ahahaa
nothing much to be sad about! =)
but soon the time will come again lah. a few days in every month to be femo.
but thank god for all the friends i have now!
be it sportsclub, seaworld, xphy, gls, coursemates, odacians, changi people and .... =)
im loving them, so dear lord please dont take any of them away from me~~

and thank you to sea world seniors...
who made me where i am today.
cgl, xphy ec, and many more.
they made me believed a little more in myself ...
if i were in another world for SU16.. i wonder what would be the same.
maybe better... maybe i'll be what i was last year.
just a pa4 bo3 gl.
not a pa3 bo4 gl.
HWHAHAH

looking back at last year...
regretted not going for many many outings...
hais
forget those and start afresh!
hahah

"Be satisfied, be grateful"
-Albert Lewis

for a fulfilling and happy life.

bye all!
study time!

2009-10-28T00:55:00.002+08:00

im here
bad news =(

im feeeling very horrible nowwww.....
i dont know why!
too many things this week i guess!
korean presentation this thurs
tut handing in this fri
calculus test this fri.
gl meeting tomorrow.
street challenge
becca's bday on sunday! =)

BLAHH
today i just came home and looked at the comp for 2hrs plus
checking some mails
and waiting for my f slow internet to load...
im feeeeling very very bad!
cuz im supposed to do so many things!!!

i think im having depression for tonight
blah
mind topsy turvy.
stomach up and down
my wrist hurts, my ankle hurts, my arch hurts, my nose just keeps dripping.
and i really think i put on alot of weight these few weeks!!! =((

what i can do now?!?!??!?!!
keep crying =(
stupid emo nemo pms ..... =(
go away pleaase.....

2009-10-26T22:47:00.004+08:00

woooots! long time never update!
im seriously neglecting this!
but this may mean good thing! cuz i'll usually come here when im not feeling exactly too well...

these few weeks were pretty alright!
1st ever SU17 GL outing was good
=) i like hahah

to see people fall down... HAHAHAH NO LAH! joking...!

sunday was expedition day... changi - punggol - changi.
okay better than labour day expe... but it's still kinda tiring for me...
no more kayaking courses for the rest of the year! =(
how ah, no money lol
no more most active also LOL

the whole week of weekdays was very normal, no stay overs, some late nights!
went to play tchoukball on wednesday!!!
saw JJ...
hahaha tchoukball is fun!
but wah, next day muscle ate like whhattt like that....

i think my timetable is really not good,
very very packed mondays to wed... thurs and fri slack
then got test on wed then i HO SEI liao

blah!!!
friday went shoppppinngg and movie with becca!
hahaha
my sister's keeper... nice nice... =)
hahaha and becca bought so many things!
i only bought a $2 thing! LOL!!! but nice time with her!!

saturdayy had alumni dinner thing... hahaha
okay lah, quite fun with xphy people!! and some gLs! =)
hehe!

sunday ... studied at tpy! wooo!
dinner-ed at bottletree park with
mengteck zai laimun richard wilson lance songsheng eugene bernard yurong keet
hahaah lucky im not the smallest fry
not bad!! hehe

my week is kinda.. boring eh!
this week is busy!
korean presentation! mas211 last quiz .! wooo!
i slept in 215 lecture for a full one hour today! OHMYGOD.
hahaha
crazyshit.
tmr's early day! I DREAD TUESDAYS CAN.

xphy's stuffs started to kick in!
life feels more fulfiling now...
with things to do!
=)
hopefully it wont be badd!
hopefully everything turns out fine! heheh
JIAYOU!

no more 21st birthday celebrations! bleh

2009-10-16T13:45:00.003+08:00

helllo
okay that MAS213 was bad indeed.
hehehe
but i tried to look at the person in front of me!! =/
like totally clear view of what she wrote...
but then! she also dont know how to do...

BLAH! so the most 6 marks out of 30marks
which means i only got 6/30 %!

but MAS215 is much better... phew.. :)

this week aint as fun as last week!!
2 nights of catching last train. and 2 stayovers! and Sports infinity and recce and odac MAF.

this week got only 1 night of catching last train!
GL OUTING!!!
and expedition.
tts all

2009-10-11T21:35:00.001+08:00

booohooo i feeeel so sad for you!!!!! =(

2009-10-11T01:49:00.002+08:00

i feeel so screwed by MAS 213.... =( =(
the midterms is on MONDAY! and i know nuts about anything there!!
i've attended 1.5 lectures of it... and cuz i couldnt understand ANYTHING! i skipped all the rest of the lectures... and thinks that im so zai enough to catch up during recess weeek!
i've attended most of the tutorials! but im just blindly copyingg and understanding nothing at all!
and now i've slacked through the week before my mids... and thinks that i have time on thurs and fri to study! welll i dont know why but I REALLY DONT HAVE! saturday comes, sports infinity, odac annual lantern fest!... rawr! I SUCK. stupid idiot.

on a lighter note,
sports infinity was quite fun lah, with my noisy group... ahahha actually just me and becca and liyi...
we have this smalll man group. me becca liyi rusty! then we joined a tall man group! Shawn , Yang jie, Liang jin!!!!! HAHAH! and we keep claiming that me becca liyi are the best players amongst the rest!!! we are just so noisy for the whole day!
good time to know more people, just the fact that we didnt get to play with some of the teams... and i guess it was a little screwed there? but nonetheless. goodjob done by main comm!!!

arghhh now im starting to know more things! thats what i always want to do!
but there are negative impacts that comes with it man.... starting to feeeel weird about some people!! =( but i still like and hope people to talk to me about their problemss etc... i feel wanted in that way... hahaha i sound like im an unwanted kid! =( but alot of people still think im too young to help them in solving their problems. i also feel the same way too man. still too naive... i can listen! but i cant give proper advices.... so still feel free to talk to me! hahahahahahha

okay im getting wayy too sleeepy! =( dozed off so many times while typing this post!

2009-10-02T19:34:00.004+08:00

BOOMS!
hahhaha that's totally bimbotic!!!

anw, 1week break is ENDING
shit man.
im withdrawing so much from chalet!
from the stressless state!!!
no need to worry much else about other things!
DAY1 was snrs night!
not many people!
got me pong keane daryl becca auggy xinying!! too bad the rest cant come =(
but it was fun!!
playing WII! hahah my first time playing leh! all of us muscle ached the next day!!!
and.. playing mahjong with money for the first time!
although they keep complaining about me playing veh slowly... or how tiring it is to play mj with meiying, i still had fun! bleh!
playing it through the night till 10am! omgg.
went out to shop for bbq food right after that, shopping fun too!!! hahaha anyhow take things... then realise overshot budget... HAHA!
we had lunch...then marinate food.... hahaha none of my business then lah... =/ dont know how to help also!!!
finallly went to sleep at 2+pm hahahah... quite exciting lah, not sleeping.. but so unhealthy!
woke up at 5+ when abit more freshies came..

started the fire around 7! more and more freshies came!! WHEEEE! X)
happpy happy day! hahah being a snr is so fun!
just order the freshies around!! heh heh!!
okay u go carry table out, go set fire, go bring this out..
ohman this makes me so lazyy!!
me becca auggy xy played no money mahjong! and then min is 3 tai... hahah
quite fun leh!
when freshies come, our pai all qing yi se... DAMN COOL
lets not play money next time lah. haha

bbq was good too!!! enough food. nice people around!
mr tongs, mr satay, butter boy, food girls, mr tester etc!
but i think only the mr tester was abit redundant.
but im damn lazy lah =( i not like that one leh last time!
i just sit and wait for food...
sweet potato really not bad actually haha!
and stupid samuel brought a bottle of jack daniel's ah... or what.. really not nice =(
i had 1.5 shots of it. HAHA damn it. i wasnt seh that k! not even till seh...
but i dont know why lah, when becca asked me to cut watermelon with her... i just walk past the bedroom and then slept! thought becca would come and wake me up. bleh
never.
hahah
until everyone came in to disturb then i woke up!! but i feel that everyone is very happy! and then im very happy too!!! :)) hope we can have another chance to come together like that!
after celebrating wilson and horace's bday, went back to bed!
haahaha but everyone so happy lah!!! stayed in the king size bed room to disturb! hehehe
but i still slept ... junhong locked the room somemore. 4snrs in the room! the freshies all outside.
let them play on their own HAHAH! =/ feel abit paiseh lah, but nvmm... :)
sleep is impt!
and keane was so stupid!!
he opened the balcony door liao, he came into the room liao, then he left by the balcony way to tell the rest that we are sleeping and he found a way to the room!
but by then yuzhong alr locked the balcony door. HAHAH! so when he brought the rest in! IT WAS LOCKED! super paiseh!, we are laughing so madly inside!! so funnny!
hahah but we still slept 3+ to like 8+!! =/ and i had good sleep despite being bside an alarm clock! hahaha

okay packed and left the place for breakfast... then i went straight back to school cuz it was pretty late!
played asshole daidee all the way from pasirris to clementi! ohman...
met frank and wyna... and then went for xphy meeting. my first time hving meeting!
it's pretty quiet... but hopefully it wont be like that next time!
suppered with previous xphy comm and home!
i really don't understand why! =(

hais it's been a long time since i did narrative entry!
hahaha
but this is because i really had a great time over at the chalet
and now im back to reality!
thanks becca for planning the foood! and of course my aunt for booking the chalet for me!
and the snrs who helped to get and prepare the bbq stuffs!!! snrs who came, and of course freshies who came!!! =)
my best world gathering so far!
never had such great response one lor~!!!
okay im really withdrawing from chalet lah, keep talking about it. BAH!

photos on facebook! check it out!

2009-09-22T23:19:00.002+08:00

damn you all!!!
don't act big and think we are making loss if we dont have you here with us.
to whoever that thinks that way for any gatherings/outings...
be appreciative, and grateful for whatever you have.
buggggerrsssssssss.
sacrificing my time for all these bugggerrssssss
i mean WASTING my time.

RAWR PMS-ING lah.
TMD.

2009-09-19T23:26:00.002+08:00

My week... hahah pretty busy!! =)
tts good!
monday and tuesday were SPORTS CLUB RECRUITMENT DRIVE!!!
same stufffs happening... haha

seniors going around trying to tear/crush freshie's application forms!
freshies protecting their application form like mad.
*i've only crushed one and tore one! :)
programmer's form is still damn long!!

difference is now im a SENIOR!
can cut queue!
see nobody then just go in to interview MUAHAHA
like GL one! and XPHY one. hwhaha
and now i've stayed through 2 days!
sitting down in the camp comm there most of the time =/
quite fun la

i ran for xphysique again, despite the rejection i got from auggy last year!!
hahaha
but nvm, this made me what i am now...

besides recruitment drive... basically just rushing my tutorials!!!
ohman MAS215 needs us to do the tutorials like mad!
i mean for me lah, cuz i dont do tutorials also!
and the 45 extra questions! BLEH
but i finished it anyway, what a good girl i am! :D

i tried to go for dance on thursday. but lecture ended even later then it supposed to
so me and lixuan couldnt catch, and didnt plan to catch up with the rest at all.
and viona's back to MJ! hehe good good

ohyea, anw SATURDAY!
12 Sept,
ODAC went to JB together!
we met up for lunch at woodlands first, and then took a bus in!
the trip was fun although the numbers that went into jb was quite small? :D
hehehe
glad that all of us enjoyed!! SHOPPING and EATING! teeeheee
and glad to see someone's planning another outing again!
I WANT TO GO EXPEDITIONNNNN

met up with angie and huizhen for lunch last thurs! talked alot!! :))
and i met up with angie this thurs again!! good good :)
shall keep this goingg!

im pretty loving my life now lah.
but i am greedy, i want more.
bleh

i am really lost on how to continue and maintain this, it's not supposed to feel like what im feeling now. im tired of this actually...

2009-09-09T22:06:00.000+08:00

Helllloooo

today im such a good girl!
i didnt miss lessssons despite the great great temptation from the nike event!!!
free nike bottle, free nike shoebag.
and of course, time that i can spend with sea world and sports club!
and also cuz got rui en and tay ping hui! woohoo haha

but fortunately, i learnt something from the lecture lah.
and thanks to siewhuai!! hahaha if she sui bian let me pon lecture, then i confirm go nike event liao!

i neeeed to exercise man,
i want a hall because i can runnnn at night any time i want.
can jio friends to runnnn and eat suppper etc
can do alot of things together lor
i really kinda miss hall life!!!
so if anyone happen to know anyone wants to withdraw from hall, better if both roomies want to withdraw, let me know! hahahahah
but if dont have im also happppy with what i have now! :) just that it's damn sian to take 1.5hrs home!

met angie in school the other day!
WHEEEE angie is in NTU!
meeting her with huizhen and hopefully nicole and valerie for lunch tomorrowww
:D :D :D :D
SOOO HAPPY CAN!!!
i really miss sec sch friends.
i hate to lose friends, but i always do. =(
come people, jio me out for gatherings k!!!!!
boooohooooo
hahaha i sound desperate for friendsss~~
=/

im still feeeeling pretty happpy today!

sports ball!

2009-09-07T19:59:00.005+08:00

A

HAHAHHAHA sports balll!!!!
i had so much fun!!!

:)

okay back to work!!
sucks man, im laggging like forever and ever!

2009-08-18T23:13:00.003+08:00

heyy !! im finalllly like backk!
omg
it's reallly a long time since i've updated!

beeen through a lot of things this whole month...
last week of pre-camp, meet the freshies, banner painting... full 7days of sports camp, post camp, universe mambo, seaworld outings!, universe lunches, universe bbq, .... :)
thats sports camp to me....

learnt alot, thought through alot... think so much that my hair turned white!! (FOR THOSE WHO SAW ME RECENTLY)...

freshies come in, me = lzb alr....
looking at them last week were exactly like us last year... knew nothing about stars planner, nothing about hall life, supper times, horrible 179 queues, damn boring lectures, lectures can be easily ponned, late... back to the dilemma times to decide between sportsclub, halls, CCA..

and then definitely back to the URGH time of a semester.. the ADD DROP! it really sucks leh, esp when there is so little slots available... and everyone's interested in the course!!!
thankfully for korean, if not i really dont know what to take alr!

3 months of holidays have passed,
first month was spent... preparing for SIE, bangkok, and doing nothing, hanging around in club
2nd month was spent coachingg and SIE!!!
3rd month was spent ENTIRELY ON SPORTSCAMP! and it's definitely not enough!! i want more!!!!
thankfully i made the decision to drop out from dancetitude......... ohman... cant imagine

now im still not settled down yet
first few weeks of school without hall!
travellling here and thereee everyday!
waking up DAMN EARLY at 630 for 830 lecture!
and then now my room is still damn damn messy!
not like my hall room last time, it's really not organised yet... .
where are my stationeries, where are my notes!,
where is my shelf,
is there a space for me to do homework?
i dont even have my bed frame.
my clothes are everywhere
what to wear for school?
who to find to talk cock during free times?
how to understand when the lecturer talks like that.
why my pencilcase always so packed
should i get a bigger pencilcase or reduce the amt of pens inside
where are my freshies! meet up!
which weekend is free for me to take course
where to find time to exercise
am i fat?
why i so fat.
why i eat so much!
why my laptop so heavy?
why i got no car
when i can ever drive to school?
why nobody reply me
where is everybody from odac?
all waiting for me to plan outing?
what if i dont plan?
why i got so many questions?

argh......
emonemofemo today lah
now i've left hall, and not very much involved in mj
im left with only sportsclub. and changi. and definitely ODAC and 02... and my coursemates
...people please talk to me more!!! can jio me out for lunches, dinners!
im really afraid of being lonely.... =(

okie thats all, im getting tired
830am lessons today. tuesdays supposed to end at 530pm
9 hours leh, siao one.

2009-07-24T01:18:00.002+08:00

wahhh that day the eclipse so nice!!! so special can!!! 2035 there''ll be another big one in beijing!!! anyone wants to go watch with me???

sentosa with seaworld today~~~ tmr im dying hair alr~ wheeee~
hahaha hope i dont look ahlian!
sentosa so fun today! hhaahhaah
abit burnt =( its been such a long time since i got burnt! oohman...
must protect myself man~
sports camp in few days time!!!!!!
wah wah wah
so fast!!!!

am i important to you at all? =(

i misss phuturee!!

2009-07-22T00:35:00.003+08:00

wohhhh

im tireddsss
but feeeeling goood! =)

anw, i met joeli for a while in the afternoon to pass him something.....
and then i realised i really very long never talk to him liao!
very long never meetup with PHUTURE!

and then facebooked with viona recently.... she's back! wheee!
phuture can be reunited!
but everyone will be busy with their sports camp stuffs also =(

Preparation for sports camp these few days really makes me feel nostalgic =((
yucks
i really miss phuture .....
all the memories, all starts to flash back!
the feelings that i had before sports camp,
i ate durian the day before sports camp
i never go meet-the-freshie session
banner painting then we go find our group identity. CUIII one!
field games, phuture cant play the mind games .. argh
pool games, scissors paper stone frank keeep losing!!!! both gls abandoned us to go theme park!
music won pool games,
fright night cherkun is my partner!!
land ex chionged like madd!!! still cant play intellectual games..wet wipes, markers, camo cream, zhong kui, damn dirty... music won overall!
Night cycing... so shaggg liao!! no voice liao, stilll singing madly with music!!
Sea ex, got jetski! DAMN GOOD! the donut! bananaboat!
Night games... gan puah tireddd! mostly intellectual games! ARGH! we cant play lah! damn seh alr also
War Game : partner simon.. damn shag.. but still lost to disney =( everyone criedddd. shit. so sad!
AR started! : Ran and never stoppped! 100 subtasks!!! stayed overnight at pasir ris. ran out 12th like that, reached at 4th/5th position! gan puah ZAI!
Day 2 AR: Chionggg again!!! reach back 1st! fighting with goofy and goomba! AHAHHAHA
but too bad goofy won in subtasks. SHIT!
SP Night : SP is weidian!!! whahahaha then change to youknowwho. ARGH! nothing much to remember about la
finale!! sedan chair, slippery slope, number of slopes in ntu! pull lorry, tower jump, pull tyre ganpuah shag! In circle, cry and cry. In group, thank each otherrr! Universe! one whole round!

wahhh memories starts gushing back! =(
that ws SU15 Music Phuture.

Now SU16 Seaworld Mako!
Same sportscamp different role.
GL.
Senior.
Co.
Support for each other.
Pushing freshies.
Sleep less.
Prepare more.
Know the underlying stuffs!

i want my freshies to like me! enjoyed sports camp thoroughly!
i cannot be afraid, i msut be prepared!
i love Sports camp!
hahahaha =)

NIGHTMARE!

2009-07-07T12:27:00.002+08:00

i better blog about my nightmare before i forget!!!

me and joycelyn were teaching a course....
with some attachee, i think it's lawrence.. hahaha my hall friend, NO LINK!
then while we were moving the kayaks from somewhere on the 2nd floor. ?!?!
water starts gushing in from behind us, and soon water level started to rise, and then soon most of us couldnt stand and started floating about!
the current was so weirddd that when i was floating about, i was twirlingg... round and round..

and then the attachee said : "mengteck told me when he drove me here that something (the flooding thing) is going to happen! and that all we need to do is to get out of the room! "
so without thinking, me and him just rush out of the room.... and we fell through some white patch of stuffs (like suddenly become whitee) and POOOF we are back in club!

and what i saw on the tv, it says smth like 15 students died mysteriously in the course...
what i remember was that... joycelyn and i were cryinggg
i went ahead to talk to the students who came out of the rooom too... which means they survived la...
i asked them to talk to the students who are still in the room, (i guess their bodies are around bah, like in coma like that).. because these students who survived knows that once they are out of the room, they will be fine...
then one girl told me that before she left the room, one of her friend told her that he/she's TRAPPPED! and he/she can't come out!!!! =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =(
ohman!! i was like STUNNED!!! and started cryinggg again!! i couldnt continue...
then one of the staff (i think songsheng) continued from there, and told them to continue to 'call' out to their friends and get them back....
joycelyn came over to apologise while weeping, say that, we as instructorss failed to get everyone out safely or sth like that....

NEXT SCENE :
at night the trainerss dont know why say wanna go and chiong (after all that had happened)
so i folloow along lor, then dont know why push through the dooor, then i ended up in club again! the next day, sky was bright... and then the staffs thought im there for the 2nd day of the course, and the kids who survived the previous day came back for the 2nd day.... so i say okay lor.. thinking :"wahh all that had happened, they still can come for 2nd day etc" ...
i said :" HELLLOO EVERYBODY!!!" in a super happy mood! and then i went to change alr...

then what happens after that was quite dumb and nonsensical but not scary anymore..

ohman!
i woke up, and then i am very very very scared!! what if there are really some death cases during our course!!! OMG...
then i needed to pee, then i heard loud noises outside my room (the air pump from my dad's fish tanks)...
i think i wasnt really awake, or still damn chua! i went to wake my mummy out, saying that the airpump is making alot alot of noises.....
argh, and then i went to pee, and convinced myself that it was a nightmare and slept...

WHERE IS TEDDYYY!!!!!!

2009-07-07T01:42:00.001+08:00

arghhh!!!
i've played with needle felting for the past weeek!
and i've made myself an apple and a teddy head!
i've even attached a safety pin onto the teddy so that it can be like a badge!!!
but omggg
it's only a few days old... and and... it's... GONE!!!!!!!!!!
=(
ultimate sadnesssss

i've always put it in my grey bag... but due to hall snrs camp, i think i've transferred it to my camp bag!!!
but i really cant find it now!!!
hopefully it's lying somewhere in my room now!!!!!!!
got feeelings to it! because it's the first teddy that i've made which looks so much like real one!!!
arghhh
WHERE IS TEDDYY!!!
cant upload pics now, if not i'll show u how pretty my teddy is! =)

hall seniors camp was fun!!! ups ups to OMC!
i bet many people will ask me why i still join hall camps although i know i wont be going back to hall alr....
i also dont know leh
for fun lo!
but still dont think i'll regret the choice of not staying in hall
maybe i will when sch starts, when there's 830 lectures!! omg
ahaahah

i had a nightmare yesternight! ohmannn it's beeen a long time since im so freaked out and disturbed by dreamsss
i shall blog about this tmr, because it's a pretty long story, which is very nonsensical,
i made it a point to remember it.... ohman

the thought of the nightmare now makes me wanna.... laugh......

arh! goodnight! sleeepy lo!

2009-06-22T22:13:00.002+08:00

Had SIE 2009! ahahah

Everything went on pretty smoothly.. for me lah! except the points brought out during debrief.. :)
Strengthen friendships, new friendships! Hehehe
if the rest of the more experienced coaches were around like lance,wilson,laimun... etc it would have been more fun i think!! at least in the night!! =)

planning this expedition made me learn many many things!
firstly how the planning of an sea expedition should be like! the budget, deciding route, reading on tide tables, getting permits, publicise, preparation of logistics and food, deciding of manpower, allocation of manpower......etc
many many things!!!
somewhat similar to odac expeditions... but it's still very different regarding the budget route and permits... because we dont have to do that!!!!! teachers settle it all! =p hahaha

how important it is to run through the event step by step, even to the point to, what exactly we should be instructing the participants to do! who is at where at this time, what are they doing, while we are at this point, who is there to take care of the situation! exact exact details to be tied down for every point in time...

comms discipline. MUAHAHA! im so sorrrryyy man, but it was reallll fun to play with walkies!
esp when we are so bored on the power boat!! sorrrry yeehan! hahahaha

okay and other things that i think are very important!!! hopefully i'll remember them all down, and write it down for personal reflections!!!

and now thank you notes!
firstly, thanks to joycelyn, my chair! hahahaa for initiating the expedition, and taking me as your vice-chair. and spending pretty much of your time getting everything done! forget the times when we snapped at one another ya! muahaha just remember how we've helped each other when both of us didnt know how to handle things at all!! hahaha like meeting the mpa! argh, scary la!

and thanks to the committee!!! yeehan jingxin, for not totally blaming us for shooting u all as land ic, although it's not in your jobscope as expe leaders! muahaha, and doing a great job as expe leaders!! =)

jeremy!!! our publicity cum games cum sweeper!! and ended up helping us to get things organised!!! hahahaha alot of jobs eh!!! and thanks for lighting mozzie coils in the night for us! MUAAHAHHA =/

clement! for doing a great job organising the logs during expe itself! and of course, coming down to club frommm clementi for a while just to check bits of log(only at the end la) wahahah!!

zhihao! for getting the boatmen so ready for the expe!! and of course helping us on the way to plan the expedition with all your past experiences!! the only one in our comm with some experience! ahhaha :)

siti!! for preparing the food list, and together we got the foooooooddd!!! and sorry that i kept commenting on the quantities on the food list MUAHAHAH

silas!!! for agreeing to help although he has to pay too!! but in the end also never pay!! ohman definitely a great great help!! with the log!! together with clems, bummed all that way to sisters... bummed all the way back to changi... organising the logistics.. help with food, and setting up of basecamp!!

the staffs! dharma sungsheng chong! for sharing the things that they know, rushing us for the benefit of the expe... =)) and those who came as participants! esp zai!!! hahahhaa cooool to have you around, our great chef too!:D:D:D !!!

the boatmen! UNCLEPHILIP! who came down for our recce and the expe itself! sharing the things he know with us!! helping out with deciding the route... and of course all the help to our generator, setting up of lights... alot alot alot of things! ohmy!
and tuckhong sansan! the boatmen for my boat! hahhaha nice company!! hahahahah
and sylvester liangying! =)))
great to have all of you!!! great chance to know more about you guys and learn from you all!

and the participants!! especially those who came when we needed help!
Tak, Jiayin, Jiehher, Clarence, Ivan, TeckKoon, Yurong, Keet, Yunlin....
and our markers!!
and ofcourse alll the rest of the participants, whom we can't do without!
i hope that alll of you have enjoyed yourselvesss!!!and made many new friends!!!

hahahahahahah SIE 09 a great success! XD!!!!

2009-06-22T21:55:00.003+08:00

fuck youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

damn, i already told mummy that i might be joining for a karaoke session later in the night already lor.

i already went home for dinner already lor

SHOULDNT HAVE CAME BACK FOR DINNER AT ALL!

why should you even bother!
idiot
don't understand your own child at all...
just shut your mouth la.

should have asked for a hall still...
so i can avoid alll these nonsense
just go out late in the night
just go anywhere i like

after sports camp last year, also same what
go out late, come home late....
coming home late... should have gotten used to it...
and why now back to the old person
DE CUN JIN CHI
give more then he ask for even more...

see how i'll get back. rawh

2009-06-17T01:16:00.001+08:00

STRESSED .

ARGH!!!!

2009-06-12T21:57:00.000+08:00

being in a committee means you are willing to be committed.

come on, do i need to tell you EVERYTHING!
aren't you supposed to find out by yourself?
damn and you sound like it's my job.

quote from joycelyn,
people who don't meet datelines ought to be shot!

everything could have be done by less people..
BANG BANG BANG! so many people dead.

2009-06-01T20:31:00.003+08:00

OHHH
Busy busy busy!!!
hahaha
13days in the whole of june teach courses!
plus 3 days of SIE!
and sea world meeetings and outings!!
and of course otherr outingss~~ =) ODAC, unglams, 0206 etc!~

now i think i wont regret the decision of pulling out of dancetitude already!
arghhh but i'd like to be on the stage instead of the audience during the concert! argh

volunteered at sundown that day!! hahaha
= sit and do nothing!
stand chart's marathon! i will get you!!!
argh! finisher's tee! when will that ever be~~~~~
dec?
haha
run run run run. i dont like running actually lol..

well it's good to be busy! esp if it comes with money muahahah
i can buy a D10 sooonn!! should i!!?
hmmmms before SIE?
beeeen happy these few days :)) so nothing much to blog about!
that's why this is a lousy blog! i only blog when im free, or when im feeeeling downnn
haiss
gotta change template sooon!

more peeeektures from bkk!

Photos!

2009-05-27T01:05:00.003+08:00

wanted to blog lah, but no time... need to sleeep early! yeppps :) nights!

2009-05-18T16:12:00.003+08:00

my blog is deadly dead =/

hahah
anw!! I AM BACK FROM BANGKOK!

When : 14-17 May 2009
Who : Me Joycelyn Bear Lance
What : SHOPPPING! and eating!

the trip was not bad!!
my maiden visit to bangkok
hahaha
expect to see some riots or what there but never leh. zzz
HAHAH
I AM WITHDRAWING from the trip!

suddenly feeel so empty can...
today did nothing!!
i didnt plan anything also
argh!!
i am so afraid that my holidays are going to be spent like that!
i had to wait for so long for my dance pract to start...
BOOOOHOOOO
how how..
any part time weekday jobs for me??? please?
coaching kayaking or what also can...
if not im really going to ROT...
feeeeling empty empty empty.

anw, back to my trip!
expected to spend more!! but didnt... zzzzz
I WANT TO BUY MORE CLOTHES!
at least like next few months no need to shop...
aiya
regrett man...
and i really didnt take much photos!
mostly were taken with joycelyn, bear's camera...
SEND ME PHOTOS PLEASE!
but ss got ICT now, no photos till weekend!~ =(

shopping at bangkok is real cheap man.. ohmy...
hahhaha wonder how much people earn when they re sell the clothes at sg!
esp the clothes at bugis street,
their wholesale centre is siao one. i like chatuchak best!
argh failed to get the nice bag at there, REGRET! arghhh
maybe can go there again at end of year to get new year clothes! HEHE
see how man...
but im still happpy :)
hehehe

takeaways from the trip! :
bring a really big luggage for a shopping trip!
going shopping with guyss is very stressful! and paiseh! cuz they usually wait outside the shop!

anw thanks joycelyn bear lance for the trip!

thanks lance for being the noob tour guide! =p MUAHAHA but thanks lah, for having everything planned nicely for us! HAHA

thanks joycelyn for being my shoppping budddy and hotel roomie!

thanks bear for helping us to carry most of our shopping stuffs cuz u have a big bag and we have small bags =/! and letting us to put things into your luggage MUAHAHA... and waiting and waiting for us!!! ohman...

2009-04-29T01:18:00.003+08:00

hhahaha caught lance sleeeping again! like 3 times within how many days only!

Happy birthday sis. hahahah

poor kobey.. he looks so sad =(

my HMM2 class!! hahaha fun class!

argh! exams are over!!!

and my papers sucked

well, actually is I sucked.

that's the result of not being consistent in work!!!

and tutorials!

ARGH

i feeel very bad

just hope that i wont fail any subject!

i didnt S/U any modules. so EVERY module counts!!!

keep consoling myself that many people also da bao their core which are non S/U-able. people's gpa also cui one mah

BLAH

well,

HOLIDAYS ARE HERE!

3 months!

what im going to do?

dance dance.

kayak kayak!

spend money spend money!

so many things to buy!!! so many things to spend on!!!

just shifted back home! omg,

had SOOOO many stuffs!! 8 full garbage bag!!! =/

that's excluding the fridge la.

thanks dadddy for alll his help!

im back to square one again.

nono actually .. more than square one! cuz my house now has so many extra stuffs!

cant wait to refurnish my room! with a new table, new shelf! WHAHAH!

and throw away many things!

i want a new camera, D10?
i want a new table!

i want a new room!

i want a new printer!

i want a better bed!

i want to go bangkok!

now the stupid swine flu is here!! and it has just been announced to my father through the news that thailand is hit by this flu too! ARGH

DAMN IT!

i really hope i can go in the end!!!

in just 2 weeks time! omggg

kayaking on thurs and fri!

WAH!

and i very veh long never teach course liao!!!~~

near 2 months?

now feeling scared again!

and playboating!!~~

i seriously hope i can playboattt!!! BOWSTALL! and eventually loop!

Singapore Flyer!

2009-04-16T22:17:00.002+08:00

meiying has super alot of gummmies nowwww!
especially gummy bears!

and i just realised, different colour gummy bears got different taste!!
i like green bears! dont like orange one.
yellow should be lemon i think,
brown is coca cola!
orange is orange.
white i dont know. white is polar bear -.-
purple is grape

whahahahah but i dont know what's green

2009-04-15T16:46:00.002+08:00

munch munch munching on unhealthy foooood!!!

BLAH! 12 days later i'll be freee from exams for.. a few months. HWHAH
13days later i'll move out of my room, a place where i've stayed for 8months plus!

2009-04-14T16:20:00.002+08:00

DAMN DAMN!!!!
=!!!
stressed by exams and SIE!!
so many things not settled can...
BOOOHOOOO
how how how!!! havent start selling! no time for other meetings also!~!~!~!~
DIEEEE!!!
and jeremy is still in taiwan
daron mingfeng not quite freee!
me and joycelyn having exams!~!~!~!~!~!~!
what is thisssssssssssssssssssssss
omgggggggggggggg

MAMAMAMA!!!
and everything is so expensive! stupid bumboat and lorrry!!!

but anw, thanks for the SUPPLIES!!! =)
maybe it should not be exam survival kit, but exam and sie survival kit. whahahah

2009-04-07T23:30:00.003+08:00

wah he can be funnier!!

mr skinny lance.

so slim! =/

WAHAHAH! omg
im distracted!!!

i was looking at the SIE2006 pictures.. and i see the trainersss last time!!
then im so tempted to see how they look like when they were 2/3 years younger!!! zomgg
i went to look at my ajcodac kayaking photos! and tadang!!

BIG discoveries!
=D

mainly from the bulk in the L1 Coaching Course photos...
i had a great laugh man!
really should post the video up in facebook for everybody now to see how all of us were like when we were 2 years younger!
lance, bear, laimun, joycelyn, me, jeremy, clement, myra, mrchin, liew.
MUAHAHAH!
funniest part is BLANKET PARTY! how lance does his usual scamming....
OMG i laugh until cannot stop can!
great inspiration for video editing!
will do it next time!!
and the photos!! see how rounds after rounds have changed mrlanceleong. WHAAHHAH!!
ohmannnn
and thennn when we first got on with the olympus waterproof camera! how we camwhored in the water, trying to take a nice photo underwater.

damn funny lah,
now that we are closer to them liao, looking at the pictures makes me laughhhh
thinking of the activities that we went through. muahaha

like how charles was my 1star instructor, how jiawen dislikes him! WAHAH! how we thought that he was some chao ah beng, with the weird english. WAHAHAHA!
bear was my 2star instructor! naming him as someone's friend MUAHAHA!
mengteck lance laimun wilson zhihao cedric were my 3star instructors!!

rmb lance were out in the sea with us when we did towing.. and then he acted as the rock then he started "buang buang buang buang" ing....
and this time in 4star, same situation. towing, lance = obstacle. just that he didnt buang buang buang this time. WAHHAHA ... instead he did the frog-in-longgang sound. WAHAHHA!

how time flies!!! how things have changed!!
argh cant upload pictures here now, will do it over the weekend at home!
OMGG
i miss those days!

fate brought all of us together!
godknows what i will be doing if i didnt choose this path.
blah!

2009-04-03T18:03:00.003+08:00

so far my best half-frame photo. HAHA! the dog is call rusty!

HOHOHO!

too bored from studying!

but HEY! i'm studying!

for the module that I've forgotten to S/U
there's a test on Monday! argh
and there is malay test on monday too!
wahhh!!! last week of school liao leh!~

anyway, i realised i havent been uploading visuals!
=(
i dont know why leh, i think i don't camwhore already!
WHY! i want to keep that hobby/interest/practice!
WHAHAH!
it's super fun one can.
but hmmm, why why why!!!
maybe it's because i have a lousy camera!
but im going to change it sooon!
D10!!!!! Canon waterproof camera! hohoho! shiok shiok! hope it doesnt come too expensive.

it'll cost 5 courses i think! and BKK trip will cost another 5 courses! and 4star that time about 4 courses! so how many courses i have to teach ah~~~ OHMYGOD HAHA
chionggg in the holidays! HEHEHEHE hopefully weekends have very few dancetitude practices.

i've also decided not to stay in hall anymore next year!
i can save about $100 a month leh! hehehe!
alrights back to study

uploaded some random photos!

look at the god! HWAHAHA if you can see... he's super funnny!

okay i've photoshopped this photo lah, regarding which part i've photoshopped, up to you to decide! sorry joycelyn! WAHAHA

and this is mrclementtan. WHAHAH sorry clems, but i really think this picture is super unglam!! and super super funny!=p

i should...

2009-04-03T11:32:00.003+08:00

(long, and pointless. don't read if u have no time)
DAMN IT!
the shop say they sold my phone!

i should have took my phone this morning instead of yesterday night.
if i have taken my phone yesterday night, and have realised the missing contacts, i should have went back immediately before they close to get the contacts back
if not, i should have woke up early in the morning to go and get the contacts back
i should not have even thought about changing phone and wasting the $188 to get this phone
i should not be even tempted by the unlimited sms promotion... which actually im not paying for the extra smses that i've been using... (HAHA DAMN BU XIAO SHUN CAN)
shit lah, maybe i should just not trade in my phone, just spend $80 more!
if all the above have to be done, i should have stayed up the whole night to key in the contacts into an excel file! which i've started until names starting with E
i should have double checked when i checked the phone yesterday regarding my contacts, but even names starting with A and Z, and the new contacts are in already, it seems like all in already right!
i should have bought the $0 phone on monday when i went to check it out, and sold the phone for money $$, and im still having my K770i, and my mum is willing to let me use her plan to get a new phone, and by then if i still want to trade in, i can get the phone at $88??
i should have waited and waited for new promotions to come, be more patient.

so many "i should"s ...
if i've knew all these would happen, i wouldnt have,
if i've knew..
if i've knew, i would have strike lottery liao lor

but what's done cannot be undone
what's deleted cannot be undeleted
what's derwear cannot be underwear. -.-

omg i just typed smth dumb, but that's on purpose.

all leave it to fate man, contacts which i've lost can be gotten back easily
just dont know why i am so agitated about it at first
i've thought it through and through
there's nothing much i can do now
the only thing that i can do is to LOVE my phone! and protect it and not lose it.

dear friends, sorry that i've been grumbling alot alot lately.
i promise to be happier!
back to the happy meiying!!!
LALALA

2009-04-02T22:53:00.002+08:00

gahhh im damn sian now!!

i just got my phone.. Samsung F480..
okay nothing's wrong with the phone...
and im happy i got a new phone! it's seriously super pink and super girly!
but im not happy with the trading in my phone!! =(((

but but!!!
1) Some of my contacts are gone!! and grrr need to go back there and get the contacts back, which i dont really know how... and if not, have to get them back one by one by asking!!!~~

2) My precious inbox~~ =/ contains seriously ALOT ALOT OF MEMORIES!!! msgs from all the way from march last year?? =/ and i suddenly realised that i really want to keeep them badly, and i've even thought of waiting for 1 more day, type out all the msgs... and then trade in...

3) So uneasy with the lack of photos, lack of songs.. which means i have to transfer them one by one from computer to my phone now...

okay actually point 2 suppose to be point 1.. because that's making me misssss the phone many many!!

how i wished i did not have to trade in that phone!!
memories cannot be recreated one lor =(
is all this worth the $80?
dont remember the last time i changed phone was that agonising!!
ARGH!!
things will go well things will go well!
soon i'll forget about my K770i and love love love my F480!!!
people praise my F480 k!!! say it's damn pretty... hahahah if not i'll be even sadder!!

bad decision this time.
because the promotion extended to 30Sept!~

2009-04-02T13:27:00.002+08:00

hooowoo!
happy yesterday!
HAPPY STUFFS!

BKK trip air tix are booked! muahahaha
after much troubles and considerations, and calls to joycelyn and bear in halong.
wooohoo! hope clems can book it fast! so that can sit near us!!! =))

my new F480 has arrived at the shop!
so im going to collect it later! wheee!

there're no lessons tomorrow!! just nice this week elearning week!!!
i must study!! go home and study!! hahaha

malay presentation's over, and my assignment is done!
nothing's left for this week except to study the 2 tests on monday

i finally started running again! ran for 35min like that,
hopefully this can go on!!

stay or dont stay... HMMMM!!!

2009-03-31T23:54:00.005+08:00

mrnoobynoobynoob
back again!

hmmm, must be smth not very good...

!! this is not a happy blog anymore,

im just too lazy to update about happy stuffs

but always complaining/grumbling/saying sad stuffs =((

argh!

so many datelines!

and im really afraid of missssing datelines again! like the S/U period!

DAMN!

i hope i will never forget again man!

goodthing:

i've finally decided upon my new phone! Samsung F480. PINK COLOUR! . im back to a pink phone!

im trading in my K770i!!

soo sad, leaving it alr

SOBSSS!

memoriesss ~~~

ahhh.. and i think im still really a kid!

i cant decide/ confirm my decisions without my parents lah!

because it's still their money afteralll....

maybe when i start working then i can start deciding CONFIRMly

die, i must have really look bad when i ALWAYS cant decide everything.

always asking for opinions.. hais, i feel bad too, people feel sian diao tooo

today laimun richard lance ss mengteck liew went ha long bay!!! so shiok! wahhaha laimun still msg me online in the morning, counting down to 6.10pm! [their flight time] GRRRR

where got like that one,

talking to someone who is going to have exams!! BOOOHOOOO!

speaking of exams

my exams are in 2weeks time?!?!

wth!

and im still having tests next week! SIAO ONE!!!

ahhh! bkk trip!

ALMOST confirmed!

just the booking of air tix now!

i book liao nothing can stop me from going! unlessss smth really happened lah

hope things wont screw up.

hope SIE wont screw up too, it looks abit screwed now though.

just like my computer!

NOOO!!! it's just an infant!! like 6months only?????!!!!!!!!!!

internet explorer hangs!!!

i need antivirus man, im scared...

anw this is a pic from trainer's gathering... we playing twister! ahhaha so fun!

wahlao wahlao
everything's bothering me now!!!!!!!!!
why is it my problem!
it's not my problem at all!!
just that im the one coordinating... then everybody's problem = my problem...
i still got presentation tomorrow one leh
gah just complaining!!!

BADMOOD. SNAP SNAP SNAP at people!

things are not going well =(
im kinda disappointed BOOHOO
i want to grow up.

2009-03-30T17:36:00.003+08:00

this is my 600th post...
just smth to say

emoooooooo
in a super teary mood ='(((

bad start of the week... super bad start.. im very emo and stressed and scared and sians and everything lah!

yesterday was the end of S/U period! and i didnt S/U the module that i wanted to S/U
!@#$#@#!!@!@#@# what can i blame it on, my indecisiveness,my dumbness, my laziness.. and now i have to study really hard for that module!!!!!

singtel's student plan.. with unlimited sms offer is ending tomorrow...
and my contract is not up yet... so i have to top up $100 dollars to get a phone!
and i cant decide what to do now!!
ARGHHHH
indeciveness is very bad. very very. =(
money is a big factor i realise! !!!!!!!!!!!

i have a presentation this week, i have a test tomorrow, i have assignment to hand in on thursday, i have 2 tests on monday next week, SIE, EXAMS, phone plan, hall application, study study study, my mind is in a mess now! arghhhh
i really cant wait for next week to come!!!

or rather.. 27April to come!!!!
motivation motivation come quickly!

thinking of it makes my tears swell. drop. wiped off.

2009-03-26T00:09:00.004+08:00

hohoho!!!
it's been a week plus since i've updated!

woohoo! cant remember much of what happened in the the weeks...
but pretttty happppy i guess!!!
that's why im not blogging (HMMM that's like this blog is some rubbish dump for unhappy stuffs!)

stayed over on saturday night at club!!
this my 4th time staying in club, but only 2nd time staying in trainer's lounge!!
had to be guai on friday first... then sat stayover!!
saturday was trainer's gathering!!!
hahaha
suppose to have games (which im supposed to plan and execute!)
but in the end ended up richard doing coaching clinic! and the rest of the time just EATING AND EATING AND EATING!!!

IM THE QUEEEN OF MARSHMELLOW ROASTER!

okay that sounded weird!!!
coaching clinic was coool!! learned quite alot! =)
after eating and eating again! we played TWISTER!
omg thanks jems for bringing!! HWAHHAHAH

HELL LOT OF FUN!!! sorry wilson eh!!! im an aggressive player... i will always WANT TO WIN that type one..
but damn i cant win!!! WHYY!!! and i did smth stupid! GAHHH!
so embarrasinggggg
we should play that more often next time!!!!

saturday had SIE meeting all that!!
hopefully everything falls in place soooon!!!!

after everyone left, left me jems clems yurong eugene richard bear laimun charles staying there!!!
they watched kungpow! went to sleep at around 1+
WHAHAHA but in the end dont know why me and clems started talking about RINJANI!!!
then i joined them at the sofa to talk about rinjani, stong, odac days!!!! then yurong joined in as well, talked about mrlim, mrchin, mrong, odac, changi, alot alot of things! till 4+... while the rest are still sleeping in the same room! muahhahaha PAISEH paiseh! but guess they are really tired... not to be awaken by 4 of us talking..... or to be able to continue sleeep although they heard us.... WHAHWHAHA
we stopped talking at 4.30 like that. and everyone fell asleep! on the couch! -.-leaving 2 empty safari beds behind!

played boat on sunday! i can seeeeeee my bow stalll coming SOOON
because i finally can do rollllll like almost 100% hwahhahah
ACTUALLY I STILL cant let my bow cut in lah! like not even abit.... but atleast im not so afraid of capsizing!
and i want to learn backdeck!!!!!!!!!!! and moving on to dry roll!
i tried to imagine myself in a kayak and do dry roll on my mum's bed. muahahaha it works i think!
I HOPE!

okiessss just now richard said smth about SIE ... made me really scareddddddd =((
gah!
spoilt my dayyy... but obviously he meant welllll... hahaha so just my problem!!
but i had a really nice wednesday ((((: hehehehehehe
scareddedddeddeddedd for SIE!!! me and joycelyn being newbies in this area!! I REALLLY HOPE IT FALLLS THROUGH MANNNNNNNNNNNNNNN

meeting joycelyn tomorrow to do some stufffffffffssssss...

BANGKOK TRIP WITH LANCE BEAR JOYCELYN CLEMENT! hopefully joycelyn can go!! if not i'll be very very very saddddd!!!!! whahah
anw i think talking to lance online is quite fun. he talks funnily hwahhahaha
I WANT TO GO HOLIDAYS!

no peaktures because my hall cant really upload photos! either my internet sucks or blogger server sucks. RAWR

2009-03-12T21:39:00.002+08:00

AHHH!
back from MJ and sea world dinner!
there's a test tomorrow! wah SIAN!

so long never go MJ! a month?? =//
today.. so giddy lah.. the head movement like alot =/ HAHA
GRRR
but but!! today patrick got ask me go dance with the zai people1
OMGG SHOCKED
but i really CMI!! i think =((
go out and screw it up also!!! BLAH!
need to have more practices!!
DANCETITUDE! yay !!
but there's improvement lah so.. happy :)

presentation today! hahaha fast fast chop chop over liao!
yays! OVERR

okay i got to go study!

2009-03-12T13:40:00.000+08:00

AHHH iw antt ose ey ou HAHA

2009-03-09T13:42:00.003+08:00

booohooo! i feeel like cryinggg lah!!! =(
weekend was fine... but because i never do my homework.!!
im guilty now.. and yet i really cannot concentrate!!! =((

this is going to be a busy week man!
im really dreading to go school.. yet again... !~
tonight there is project meeting... on a stupid project on communication!! and the presentation is stressing me out! DAMN!!
tuesday night got omc subcomm night.. and also i have to study for the symmetry test on wednesday!!! thankgod this is the last test!!!
wednesday morning will be spent studying again.. and wed night got SIE meeting!
and then thursday night got dance and dinner... FRIDAY GOT TEST AGAIN!

ohmy.. then it will be TGIF again!
damn damn damn
i havent even done research on my malay presentation in april !!!
my group mates will kill me i think!!!

how how how!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SHIT!
im lagginggg so much in my core modules also!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DAMN! i look forward to weekends again! WEEKEND WEEKEND COME QUICKLY!

Happy Birthday Mei Ying :)

2009-03-03T21:41:00.006+08:00

Woohooo I AM 20!!
teenage life ended!!! hahaha
but have i really grown up!! HWHAHA i dont know lah!
anyway... i really had a goooood birthday!!! =))

Thank you to the changi company :))) lovesss!!

Spent the day with AJCODAC26th comm! for their 1star! hehe
quite cool eh!! thanks for their birthday song too!
so many people there on saturday!!
ODACIANs - keet,zhiyan,yurong,marcus,rongjie,jingxin, clement,jeremy,joycelyn,mrlim
eugene,sungsheng,aivy,shahrel,jiehher

it was mrlim's daughter's birthday too!!! so cutee! hahaha

the course went on well :))
and then we went for dinnerr together at popeyes!! =))
thanks charles richard lance wilson lixia for coming down specially for me!!
TOUCHED!!!! =))
the party begins! :)) with an ICECREAM cake from swensen's!! YUMMMMS! damn nice!
Thanks wilson!

trying to blow the candles using mimi's power!!

cake cutting and my gift from them!! =)) PHITEN!

RETARDED ME AND SPASTIC CHARLES!
zomgg... i lost to him lah! he's born like that!

and the spastic threesomeee!!!

the rest who are there!! =)) and ofcourse the photographer LANCE!!

spastic time again!

some other photos.. met rayyan at marina sq. HAHA actually i dont really know him! but just took a photo! his birthday coming too!

photos from my cam.. hahaha WILSON is damn funny in that pic!

after rotting at HKcafe, we decided to proceed on with marinabarrage plan still!!! AHAHAH
okay by then not my birthday already!! but i still had fun!!! =))

so pretty there lah!! nice and romantic place! HAHA

one of my birthday present!! DAMN CUTE LAH!

also want to thank ALLLLL who had wished me....especially in facebook!!
hahaha shocked to see the number of emails from facebook saying someone wrote on my wall!!!! realllly toucheddd :)))

and those who gave me midnight wishes!! esp keith! haha first one to wish me eh!
and those who sms-ed me.... and called me... =))))

realllly touchedd and great to have them as friends and familyyy!!!!!

thanks to unglams for the gift voucher! and planning the surprise on thurs!! haha
thanks to jane and siewhuai for their gift!! ahhaha hope i can wear it!
thanks to changi people! for the whole day and the phiten and the cake!

thanks mummy daddy for the angpow.. and sister for another angpow.. and popo for another angpow....

thanks for the pink kobey tooo! the colllagee thing and the special sand dollar!!... =))) hehe

I LOVE EVERYBODY! hahaha
and i feel so loveddd!!!! =))

such a thankful post! hahahahhaa reallly appreciate everything!!

2009-02-27T13:29:00.005+08:00

Kayaking 4star Training Course!

no pictures at the sea though```

Kayaking 4star Refresher!!

two of the few pictures of me at the sea...

HALL2 ACE

09!

2009-02-27T13:07:00.002+08:00

it's beeen a long time since i've blogged normally!!
im damn sian nowwww

=(
no lunch at home
im supposed to study the whole of recess week
and i ended up doing nothing???
seriously wasted alot of time... and then now i've many things left undone...
my research for malay presentation... and my hw111a presentation...
and then study for quizzes and midterms for mas114...
grrrr
and i really dread going back to schoool!!!

im enjoying too much!
went for 4star on 14Feb -17Feb!!
WOOHOO!
okay we were too suay to have nowind for the first 2 days... and then getting stronger.. and finally a short morning on the last day with ... abit of ramunia. hahah
and ofcourse thanks jrmy for being my partner!!! hehehe
and thanks to manymany people.. ALL there who made the trip fun and enjoyable!
and confirmm! dreading to go back to school on 18feb!!when i have a test!!
grrr
that 3days were pretty dreadful... busying with ACE stuffs.. and tests!!!
thankfully for some stuffs that happened :)

and then saturday... i was back in RAMUNIA!!! for the refresher... hahahha
just to bum around lah!!
:D :D :D :D really happpy to be back there
and thankfully we were back!! the waves and wind were so much more consistent!!
some strong till i got washed out of my kayak!!! hahah
the 2days were goood!!!! and i like it alot :))
and it was a nice night too!! RAMLYYYY burger! hhahah

monday back at kayaking again!!!
Hall2 ACE! ...okay...
admin stuffs didnt work out well...
haiya.. stress stress. hahhah thankfully nothing happen! :D
everyone enjoyed ! and we had nice photos!! wheeee
event at barrage was easy... hahhha i only had to help them check lifevest! hahhaha
zzzz
dinner at armymarket... yumyum :) chocolate fondueee again!!!
and then suppper at my house there!!
nice walk... but tiring ehh!

yesterday finally went out after staying at home on tues and wed!! and doing nothing...
thanks for the surprise joycelyn and wynee!! and of course jiawen and xf too!!
really didnt suspected anything.. hahaha thanks for the gift voucher! hahaha
hahahah had dinner and suppper out too!! -.- suppppperrr really makes people fat!
i feel fat again..

gawwww
now im thinking whether to go GLmeeting.. or niece's bday party!
both ends of singapore!
grrr
and i want to watch marley and me!! it's like my last free day or sth.. hahaha

i feel that im losing a lot of groups of my friends!!
ODAC, 0206, Sportscamp, hall, MJ...
haiss
but that's what i've chosen...
and hopefullly it's goood!!

tomorrow's my birthday! and my roomie's birthday!!
not as excited as i was like the last 2 years...
blah
just a normal day!
go club to teach AJC ODAC 1star!! WHHEEEE FINALLLLY i have the chance to do that..
missed to attach the last 1star course last year...
and then go barrage to take photos after that.... hahahaha
we like barrage alot eh! HAHAHA

okay long post! PICS UP NEXT!

2009-02-19T18:12:00.002+08:00

RAWRRR!

okay at least im going back to ramunia on saturday!!!
EXCITED!!
just now during lessons, i was thinking how i wish that i was in ramunia already.
grrr
got a test tomorrow!
got to go prof's office to do!! =(
scaryy!!

i just hope saturday will come soon! :)))
hahahahha cant wait! go there fly kite!

2009-02-18T00:24:00.002+08:00

BONGO SLIDE IS DAMN FUN!!!!

whahahahhaha

die lah. tests die alr!
expe die alr
i die alr. hahhahaha

IM MISSSING 4starrrrrrrrrrrrrr
WITHDRAWAL ALREADYYY!!!

2009-02-12T18:22:00.002+08:00

damnnn
this blog is getting too grumpy!!!!
and angry
and stressful
and sad. =(

but now, i still wanna complain!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMG
damn the datelines
damn everything
i have alot alot alot alot of things to do!
but i dont know what to do now.

seriously
HW111A........................................... why must it be this weeeek....
assignment 2 and assignment 3.........
sorry groupmates.
that's all i have to say...
im just so disappointing.....

ACE committee
sorry too man....
damn it lah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it should have been jsut changi-loyang
grrrrr
then it would have been much easier!!!!
now im like oweing people favour... =?!?!
there are so many uncertainties!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
what time am i supposed to go home tomorrow!!!
=(

=( =(
and i have vday stuffs to do :)
and i have lectures to read............

GRUMPY GRUMPY!
MESSY MESSY!
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

4star here i come!
run away from all these~~~~

2009-02-11T10:45:00.003+08:00

I SERIOUSLY DISLIKE PAPERWORK!!!!
=(

these few days have been emailing people formally...
wahlao
for approval of expe, for approval of leave....
wahlaoo!!
so ma fan!!
and some more my leave is not approved!~
GRRRR

and the expedition thing, is so rush now!!!
and because im leaving for 4star in like 3 days time [WOOHOO!]
i need to rush everything!!!
=(
and the expe is right after 4star refresher!!
DIEEE
just hope everything turns out fine man!!!
esp the approval thing! grrr

4star is disrupting alot of things man!!
but im going to enjoy it anyway!!!!!!
4 days without work!

GRRRR
how now brown cow?!

2009-02-02T20:22:00.003+08:00

BOOOHOOOOOOOOOOO
IM SO SO SO STRESSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IM REALLY AFRAID FOR MY STUDIES THIS SEM!!!
I KNOW NUTS ABOUT MY ELECTIVE MS 2002!!!
AND I DONT HAVE THE TIME TO STUDY THAT BECAUSE THERE'S ALWAYS THE STUPID TEST FOR MS8202!!

AND THERE ARE SO MANY TUTORIALS!!!!!!!

IM ALREADY LAGGING BEHIND NOW!!!
AND I STILL DONT HAVE THE TIME!!!

4STAR'S COMING, AND I'LL MISS 1 TEST!?!?!?!!?
AND IT'S THE STUPID MS2002!!!
THAT MEANS I CANT DO IT WITH MY FRIENDS!!!
AND WORSE, I'LL MISS IT COMPLETELY..............
AHHHHHHH HOWHOWHOW

I CANT WAIT FOR FEB TO BE OVER,
BUT WHEN MARCH COMES, IT WILL BE TOO LATE!!!!!!

GRRRRRR
HOW GOOD MY DAY WAS,
WHEN THE ONLY HAPPY THING I PASSED MY TP....

THAT'S A GREAT THING TO BE HAPPY ABOUT!!
BUT THERE AREN'T MANY PEOPLE THAT I CAN SHARE THIS WITH
THE MOST WAS TO MESSAGE PEOPLE THAT I PASSED!
AND IM HAPPY THAT THEY ARE HAPPY FOR ME!!!

BUT THERE ARE JUST TOO MANY THINGS THAT SPOILS MY DAY!!!
=( =( =( =(

EMONEMOFEMO NOW
DAMN DAMN DAMN
EVERYTHING IS SO NOT SMOOTH NOW

MY PHYSIQUE IS FAILING ME .. SOMEHOW
DAMNNNNN
DAMNNN EVERYTHING

I JUST WANT MY SISTER'S BDAY TO COME,
BECAUSE THAT'S WHEN I END MY YEAR 1 SEM 2....
GRRRRRR

okay i should stop tearing in case my roomie comes back.
i had another dream, of

2009-01-25T00:15:00.002+08:00

=(
feeeeling sadd nowwww
feel down!
RAWRR.

but thanks jeremy joycelyn jiehher...
to accompany me for the recce for my hall expe..
hahaha
the sweep stroke expeditionn today. wahliew.
club office's layout changed quite abit...
feels weirdd...
=(
no homily feeeling le =(

yesternight spent celebrating richard's bday...
hahahah
it's really damn hard to surprise someone
esp bday... because it's ur birthday, and u will confirm know it..
I WANT A BIG SURPRISE FOR MY BIRTHDAY K! hahaha
and yea, i'll be teaching course on my birthdayyy HAHA
AJC1star!

sinful nights and nights and nights,
running and swimming efforts down the drain...............
gahh
i haven got new years' clothes!!!
i want more clothes!!!
BANGKOK with changi people in may! i hope i can go!!!
must ask mummmy soon =/

where are you? =(

2009-01-18T01:02:00.002+08:00

OHHO!!!
just blogged on wednesday and here i am again!
with no photos.. cuz im really tiredd !~ hahah
wed was cheerleading competition!
it was great man!!! =))
really enjoyed the whole performance and after that... hahaa
before that also lah =))) make up and everything

felt pretty empty after wedneday!!!!!!! =(
quite sad, because i've just started to get closer to the hall2 cheerleaders....
HAIS!!!
hope we will go for supper all that often!! and that they will jio me along. hahah

thurs passed, wishing friday 330 will comeeee man..... cant wait to go home!!!!
amd yeaaa and now im back home! :DDD

this sem started off pretty well!!!!!
=))
i am grateful for my coursemates!! =))
jane and siewhuai!!
now i have lunch breaks with them, lectures with them and tutorial with them!!! =DD
HAPPY!! nice friends!!

okay gotta read online lecture now..
it;s onli week 3 and tests are setting in.... grrrr

i am losing the ability to make u smile,
and i dont feel good :(

2009-01-14T12:06:00.005+08:00

woho! it was a busy week man!!!!

didnt go for chingay on thursday! cuz my back was still aching..... BLAH!

so i went to watch Yes Man! though! HAHAHA

quite funnny, but i like bedtime stories more!!

BLEH i havent watched IP MAN! =(

cheerleading at night again, didnt do anything, but ran through the routine....

went chingay on friday! because saturday is the fulldress rehearsal! and i havent been to chingay for quite some time already!

fortunately i went, cuz there were so many changes!~

chingay then cheerleading! still didnt do anything! TAHAHA

Saturday was full dress rehearsal for chingay!

zomg!!! makeup gao gao, the costume also.... HAIS

AH cant post other pics up! lousy network!
gah anw!! went home late that night!!! and then next day i left home early...

Punggol East CC Opening of Hard Court at sengkang there
so basically, they need us to stand there.. dunno for what.. HAHAH
but still had fun!!!
jiayin pearl aivy elaine richard ss mengteck was there.. denise and christ beh too!
AHHAH the girls were quite rowdy that day! LOLL crazyy~
we went to play with the inflatable playgrounds! WAHAHA ups lah!
SO TIRING! to bounce up and down! HAHAHA
Lunch at punggol kopitiam! played open numbers and mengteck is supposed to eat the chickenwing! HE DIDNT!!! EEEE play cheat. HAHHA

left for tellycatatoes auditions... met them to practice for 2 times?
and then makeup!! and hair styling time!! zzzz
my neishuang eyelids really quite bad!! :( cant see my eyeliner. hahahaha
our costumes are cute too! HAHAH
we had a hard time finding studio wu too! AHHA
gahh, we were like talking crap all the way!!! even when it's going to reach our turn!
AND I SCREWED UP!!!! =( it's really bad...........
thanks for the encouragement my team had given me!!! =))
will upload the pics soon!!

Supposed to celebrate eugene's bday with changi people!
and it was supposed to be a SURPRISE!
and tadang! i rushed over to meet them, and then on the way, laimun called me to try to persuade eugene to come,cuz he had decided not to.. !!!!
ZOMGG birthday celebrations with birthday boy!
I've tried my best to persuade him already!! whiningggg all the way till my friends told me to stop whining. HAHAHA
me and joycelyn left them early back to school!
the rest went marina barrage to take photos!!
I ALSO WANT!! GAHHH!

canoepolo match postponed to later time,
so me and joycelyn went new JP to walk around first WAHHAH =/
and then i watched the canoepolo match with joycelyn siti
SP won.. theresa's in the team! HAHA not bad not bad!
but think NUS that team is quite strong too!!
really feel damn shag for them... ahhaa damn tiring...!!

then i left for cheerleading! TADANG!
ohman..i did my first backtuck with a basket tosss in my whole life!!
and everyone stunned!! my base too!!! zzzzz
i got a video! but upload next time bah!
this is the time to say thanks to gymnastics! HAHAH
trampoline!! WOO!!!

okay gotta prepare for cheerleading competition later!!!
EXCITED LO!HAHHAA
:D

ODAC is a journey!

2009-01-07T12:03:00.013+08:00

4th Jan!
went to dancce pract in the morning...
and then went to ECP for a bbq!
Mrchin and mrong's farewell party!
they are leaving ODAC!!
who's left now. :(
this gathered 21st- 25th comm!
reaching to a number of about 60+ people!!!
crowded night!

23rd met early to prepare the gifts for mrchin and mr ong..
hahaha
took quite long to do it man,
it's all words and words again...
and pictures.
hAHHA
took alot photos! and there were alot of cameras also!
zomgg soo there were really ALOT of photos!

all the time were just talking eating and taking photos!
we are ONE BIG FAMILY! :)
happppy that night!
took 13 with mrchin keith and jems home.. hahah
they've got such a long journey home man!
we'll miss you mrchin!! and mr ong!!
but most prob will see mrchin around club soon!
HEHEHE

pictures taken during ODAC teachers farewelll...

HOHOHO visuals visuals flooding!

thankfully for photoscape.. hahahah

anw, nice holidays i have!!! busy and fun-filled!

school has started, everything back to near-normal...

which means boring life lah

im bored in hall

my roomie too!

hahaha

we are thinking of going home everytime we could can...

anw.... i've FAILED my TP... 32 points

1st attempt gone..

2nd attempt on 2nd Feb

there's only 1 lesson before that.. i hope i wont waste money again !~~

PLEASE LET ME PASS!!!

i feel quite confident on roads already!! i think. hahaha

went to find the AJ3star after TP... at kallang

ss and mrong having their L3 assessment. hahahah

went down in the afternoon only... mengteck was there!!!

taught us skills!! wahh!!!

hahaha

now he says my skills not bad...

HUH what he talking about lah

maybe just my stern rudder!!! MUAHAHAHA got seh.

and now my name is changed to GAO XIAO DE.

he doesnt call my name one lor.

i tried handroll, leftside roll! :D:D:D handroll almost up, but leftside roll is UP!!
paddle roll... roll on the move. WHAHAH

and the water at kallang is not salty!! so rolling is goood! lol water doesnt get stuck up there.

decided not to go clubbing with joycelyn they all...

and im glad i didnt go too...

clubs are messy!

went to eat dinner at dian xin at farrerpark there AGAIN!

3rd time in 7days!!!!

ZZZZZ

played open numbers with mengteck leh! to see who eats the last egg tart.

ZOMG. how often do you get this....

and SORRY ss for counting wrongly and u ended up eating the egg tart. WAHAHHA

went down to hbf centre after that,

there was richard ss lance teckkoon jj me

sitting down at starbucks, waiting for new year to come...

and the topic about leaning and edging.. hahah took quite a while to end that topic..

spent countdown running again!!!!!!!

ZOMGzzz

2 times!!

WHAHAH

running out of hbf to see the "fireworks" outside vivo.

in the end just some hand flare!!

nothing much de lor!

but the shrilling chicken was really fun!! and IRRITATING.

lance bought a XXXXXXL shrilling chicken for ss...

DAMN NOISY!

had so much fun scaring soooo many people at kallang..

1st jan spent at marina barrage, doing the same thing again...

i took this P6 girl... wah she looks pretty mature for her age.. and she can reallly talk alot!!

non stop!

it's quite fun talking to her. knowing about her school, her whole class, her teachers, her family. AHA

i took another sec 1 boy, he's pretty sad that he cant get into VS..

well there's nothing sad about that man... he got into st pat...

hahah that's roughly all i know about him... .. he's got an elder sister who is really small sized!

had steamboat dinner at golden mile there.. not filling enough, we went to get chocolate fondue at army market there... yippeeee so shiok!

busying with cheerleading these few days, kinda injured my back :(:(:(

i dont really know what's wrong with it...

never experienced such pain before...

and the pain is really excruciating... really painful

hit straight into the nerves...

it started from just the back only, and then it extended to somewhere near my butt!

it's really like a shooting pain, everytime i use my lower back muscles, the pain shoots all the way to my butt area!

http://www.bigbackpain.com/sciatica.html

it's pretty much like this back problem...

zzzzzzz

i hope it heals quickly man!!!

Impre, cheerleading, chingay!

they need my body, they need my back....

gah im going home tonight to see what my mummy can do!

im really helpless without my mummyy!! esp with muscle aches and illness!

i've learnt to be a little more independent after staying in hall

but i really dont know what to do now!!!

planned to go home only on sat night,

but im really afraid that smth might happen... =(

photos taken at KTV2 !

2009-01-06T13:44:00.001+08:00

photos taken during christmas celebrations!

2008-12-30T22:34:00.002+08:00

feeeling a little down now :(
missing out on too many stuffs in my life... esp this holidays..!~

too many things, divided my time with too many groups of friends
and then im ending up in neither here nor there
argh!
better get my priorities right......

so busy till im so lazy to do anything right now
and i've always thinking that im very busy~~~
till i have the few hours on monday afternoon to take a 3hr nap.
well maybe im not that busy afterall?
im stilll a busy busy girl :(
impre cheerleading chingay - 3 main thing that is sucking time out of my life.

i still have so many things to do!
KAYAKING!
i need to improve my skills !!! :(
the GOD says that i cant punch out against the waves in ramunia
and today HE says my roll is not good either :(
pretty demoralised by thesee lah
been trying hard alreadyyy :((
i had fun during the 4star pre training course though!

im really really lazy to upload photos~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

gah!!

CHRISTMAS was spent with changi people :D :D :D
im really glad and fortunate to have them :))
xmas eve spent with sungsheng and eugene!
went RI BEN CUN for dinner.. and then ICE SKATING !~~!~!~!~!
good time!
but unfortunately eugene's got bad abrasion :( that is causing him to be really lame now
it's so cool because we went iceskating at 9.40pm!
never been into the rink so late before... damn shiok!!

then we RUSHED to polaner where charmaine is working.. hahah
we spent the countdown running~! zzzzzzzzzzz
running to the pub! LOLL
funny lah
met joycelyn on the way too..
drank, ate some food, listened to songs, until 3+ :D
nice!

christmas spent at home, a while at my sis' place and wil-son's house playing MAHJONG ?!
hahahah and his neighbours playing some chinese new year song?!?!? HWAHAHHA
damn crap can.
mahjong is not bad! i won some money! hahahah
only wilson lost!~ zzz..
lance was so busy printing photos with his canon printer lo.... LOL!
printing photos which are not really worth printing...
but still great time with them :)

friday was spent in school... dancing and cheerleading..
really pretty shagg!!!
cheerleading suffered few bruises..
and sorry dajie!! injured u~~~ i sincerely apologise eh!

weekends spent with changi again!
SKOP on saturday! quite fun, first time attending lance's courses actually... besides awhile during 3star... which i really cant remember...
sea kayaks are really realllly HEAVY and LONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!
KTV at night!!! 13 people attended! YIPPPEEE!
feel so successful man! cuz i planned that! HAHA yeehan charles kevin bear lance eugene jiehher me joycelyn wilson lixia charmaine laimun!!!! HAHHAHAHAH

sunday was the 4star pretraining course. HAHAHA
SAND ROLL! a planned pin is really fun!!!
sand sand all over!!! hahahaha

okay gotta exercise more! too many rounds too many supper too many good food!
either that or keep my food intake low...
okay tmr is my TP... pray for me k!

Trainers' Night 2008

2008-12-19T00:44:00.019+08:00

Trainers' Night 2008 : Back To School Party!

Heyho!! i really had so much fun that day!!
SUPER HAPPPPPYYYYY

On saturday, i went to help with the packing of the doorgifts with siti and jnrs at WVEC.
Woh!! got 3 golden retrievers there woh!! :D
quite fun lah, get to see the doorgifts first :D
had dinner at fishnco at parkway... WAHHA zai is really FUNNY!
he went to ask a waitress with braces..."how long u take to tighten the braces"
and then he asked another waitress what species is the fish that's hanging on the wall..
and then he asked the supervisor/manager also. damn funny! so random.

sunday! i went early to help too!
arrange the doorgifts, help abit here and there zzz
and then it's time to change and get ready for the dinner! :D

the ajgang were part of the registeration team. AHAH
we were still pretty rowdy despite being told to control abit
more changi people came and then they stood behind the reg counter. weird lah

during registeration... HAHA

whole dinner was busy taking photos with people :)))

we played games too!!
greenhouse rawks [wahah sound so childish]

the programmes were good too!!
the ventriloquist was goood!
entertaining also! hahahha richard was asked to go up to peihe him... LOL

the ajgang!!!

my coaches + laojiaos. HAHA

in the toilet.. nice lightings there!!! HAHAHA the girls' school gang!

another pic of pretty snr coaches too! got wil-son,laimun, chris beh the funny man, chris koh, zai!

another dumb part of the night, the best dressed section... hahaha eugene ups lah, look at him/her... WAHHHHAHAH SAI LOR MOON. me and my partner... OH... the 3rd pic looks funnny... what was i doing!?!!

but i won lah, thanks to my partner's friends... they were near the AV area HAHA and of course my friends!
i got a tiara! zzz ahhahah

hahah and we are really a rowdy bunch of people!!! because we were really happpy :) proud of changi :D
quite alot went up for the titan award... bronze, silver, gold and PLATINUM! wow! congrats to them!!!
and some people said that they never see mengteck laugh until pengzz !! i think he's proud of us too! :)))

more photoss....

ohohh DJ IN THE HOUSE!

some funny moments of the night :

jingxin joycelyn me got the 15th,14th,13th luckydraw prizes... and 3 of us were sittting together in a row!!!... quite cool lah!!!! and jingxin so funny! he knocked his head with his prize cuz he cant get the 1st prize.. since he got the 15th prize alr... AWHHAA

while taking photo with clems!!... all the failed shots! AHHAHA thanks to jemery! GRRR D:!after the dinner ended! ROUND 2 begins!!! HAHAHHAA

so many people for round 2!!!!
20 in totall!! HAHHAA
So exciting! too bad we cant sit the same table. gotta split!!!

this pic was taken by jiayin... hahahah
kinda failed sometimes due to clement tan, or jiayin laughing...

we were there from 12 to 1+ i think!
then the rest went home while ss just came back from HQ.. poor bear..
some of us stayed on some more till 3!!!
bear sent clems charmaine me home... i reached home around 3.40am! WAHHH
but so fun :D
suppose to reach schoool by 8.30am. but i woke up at 8.30 WAHHAH!

hopefully there are more chances like that again for us to get together!!

KTV on 27th!!!!

or xmas on 24th!!!!!

2008-12-11T01:12:00.007+08:00

hahah told you all can forget about the previous post liao!
im okay right now
just emotional lah

last thursday i had swimming training... after such a long while...
and my knee cui-ed after that!! ?!?!?!
swimming hurts legs one meh.... kick wrongly bah
then... had MJ dance at night! so long never see them :D
im joining impressario again! hahaha the previous group got disbanded ...
charmaine sent me to near home.
damn good! she's got her own car!! and she lives nearby!
HAHAHHA
thanks charmaine! :)

last friday i went to ubin to cycle with jems keith and clems..
how random that was!
hahaha
clems made sandwich lunch for us!!! HAHHAHA
tooo much bread please!!!
but thanks clemssss

it was fun! and funny.
laughing at them and at myself~
ZZZ SO UNGLAM!
I FAILED THE DIRT TRACK!!!
after clearing it for once during sports camp! SIAN
FELL and scratched myself. zzz

gahh im feeling lazier and lazier to update blogs!!
because there are so many things to talk about!!
so many things that happened!!!

ODACians met up again!!! :D
not at the usual city hall thing anymore :))
we went Holland V... and tried smth different!!
Cha Cha Cha! was the restaurant's name! HAHA
some mexican cuisine!
16 people turned up!
Me Huizhen Fariha Weilin Siti Nellyn Agapera Jiawen Wynee Joycelyn Joyce May Kenneth Jonp Ant Vincent
woohoo!!
during JCdays, the largest number for dinner was only 17!. now still got 16!! WOOHOO!
we just kept talking and talking!! and taking alot of photos!!
i hope the ones in my halfframe turns out fine!!! haha

we talked about everythingg la!!

nice time for gathering :))

too bad the thing ended quite abruptly :(

NO DESSERT TOGETHER...

but i had cold rock ice creamery still :)))

DAMN NICE!

lime sherbert + cheesecake + maltesers!

yumyum

i love cheesecake!

ohwells... then after that me and joycelyn stil went to suntec to meet bear lance wilson eugene haha... didnt eat other stuffs though~ lance brought out his DSLR.. not his lah. but his. LOL

DAMN COOL! the studio lens.. super expensive lens. but very prettyy!! :))

will upload the pics if he manage to pass it to me. grr

standard chartered marathon on sunday!

OOPs sorry for the photo.. too lazy to reupload!

i told myself i will most prob walk the 21km run le...

and i did!

i did in 3hr45min

WAHHAHAH

walked damn super alot.. even never walk also run super whooper slowly..

met elainetan on the way... she also slacker!!! walked/ran with her!

entertaining please!

jonny vincent waited for the girlss. joycelyn went home to bathe and take her stuffs for work..

half marathoners met up... some left early though

I DESERVE TO EAT A MEGA MCSPICY

so we went to eat macs...

LOL

huizhen was back in like a while!!

she and rachel took full marathon and only took 6hr +

ZOMG. damn gooood!

I PROMISE to take the full marathon next year.

just for the cert and finisher tee

saw rongjie yurong keet zhiyan shaam marcus also.. they came back from full too!

UPS!

at night i went to my nephew's 1 year!

how many nephews i have i also not very sure le lah!

father side i have 4 i think... mother side i have 2.

i have total 4 nieces too!!!

WAH too many to count in a short while..

it was alright.. babies were cute!!

lazy to upload pics though.... reallly cute boys and girls out there!!

wanted to meet the changi people after this thing.. but my mummy refused to let me out hahhah

no choice!

my knee cui-ed totally
swimming + dance + cycling + run/walk!

WAHLIEW

i cant climb stairs can...

MONDAY!

it rained :(

suppose to go some photoshoot with lance and ss at marina barrage!!!

:( BOOHOOO

in the end went to watch BOLT with ss and eugene.. hahah

free tic :))) GOOD!

bolt is so cute! and funny luh. the pigeons. omg. and the hammie. HAHA

dinner with the unglams!! at waraku ... Ladies' night!!!! 50% ! omg

ate damn alottttt! we walked around town to take photos too! hahah :))

good company!!! :D

i shall start another post... before this post getss toooo long!!!

2008-12-06T00:33:00.002+08:00

im a super foul moood now
SUPER PEKCEK!

can u all reply me anot!
cooperative abit can...
damn it
passdown msg also dont reply, msg individually also dont reply
got phone for what one man...

planned pretty early also no use
priorities also not given to whichever was planned first
grrrr
a word sorry and that settles everything
grrrrr

change of plan also tell me so late
thanks ahhhh!!!

this is what i get,
so what if it's planned early! things still can screwed up!!!
THANKs for everything man...
disappointed and angry...

but just forget about this post, cuz i'll be okay tomorrow.
BUT IM NOT OKAY NOW!
fark.

2008-12-03T20:49:00.003+08:00

hullos everybodies, im back
I MISS SINGAPORE!
haha although it's just 3 dayss

the trip was alright!!
thankfully im on the OMC bus!! :))
thanks to OMC people for making my trip a pleasant one :))
thanks ade too! hhaha my AGL! my buddy for the trip!

too much time wasted on travelling :(
too little time for shopping!
zzz
what we did:

went malacca for a while,
reached KL, checked in a lousy hotel
about 4+hrs to eat and shop... shopped at berjaya times square...
left for paintball at some ulu place next morning,
stayed there for 2/3 hrs? PAINFUL experience (not for me lah)
spent rest of the day travelling to kukup
went to a nice and big chalet, got ktv got alot of rooms, big living room, nice dinner
werewolf game till late late,
left kukup to johor around 10+11
shopped for 3-5++ at jusco... a normal shopping centre, where we walked around and played arcade !?!??!
back in sch at around 8...

HAHAHA
good thing!
i've brought my halfframe along, and i finished my first roll, which means i can send for developing sooon!
i tried out my "fisheye" lens also HAHA
will upload my photos later!!!

OKAY IM DAMN BORED IN HALLL NOW!! SOMEONE ENTERTAIN ME!!!!
HAVE TO BE HERE TILL TOMORROW NIGHT!!! OMGGG sians

2008-12-01T01:25:00.002+08:00

i'll be away to malaysia for the next 3 days!!!
so anything can sms me, hahah but i most prob wont reply bah =/ depends :))

gah, so many things to do, no time to do before msia
so sian,
so tired!!!!!!
I WANT TO SLEEP
okay i shall sleep now instead of blogging on and on now

back on wed to talk about my 1st 1 star course! HAHA
and my halfframe cam
and you and you and you! friends lah! HAHA

dont miss me too much :) it's just 3 days WAHAHHA

aiya cant upload photos now
sian,
wanna show u all my "fisheye" lens hahah

2008-11-27T23:46:00.009+08:00

yahoo! yeah

first thing, exams are over!!

YEAR 1 SEM 1 is GONEEE

a sem of "dunno what im doing" sem.. hahaha

next thing, is to plan a good sem 2 !!!

been "resting" at home..

hahah plainly slacking lah!

before the whole month of hectic life again!

dance,cheerleading,IHG, IHRG, chalets, meetups, gatherings! heee~

i can go develop the ODAC photos real soon!!

but the cost is pulling me back man..

going to be over $100+++

zzz

just spent $100++ on the toycamera

OHMYYY

nvm im going to earn it back lol

save it back too ~~ super slowly.. zzz

ANW, my toy camera just came today!!!!!!

together with it's flash tooO!!

i ordered it from different places!! and

THEY ARRIVED AT THE SAME TIME, SAME DAY!

yahooo!

really at home whole day to wait for mr postman!

sitting at the comp table, listening for footsteps!!

and TA DANG! it's really mr post man!

so happppy :))

and realised my dad still got 2 unused old films.. goshh! good thing for me to try try! HAHA

but 72 shots is really hard to finish man...

HAHAHHA

nothing for me to take at home also!

except KOBEY HAHAH

and some soft toys... zzzzz

ahh oh wells, part time at changi tomorrow!

hope bear willing to become my model! WAHAHAH

or i will take happy feet and hamtaro out to take photosss WAHAHHA!

standcharts coming!

DIE.

today i tried to run to tpy!!

hais, last time i could run 30min to and fro!

now i run to tpy and i stopped!

GAH!

PISSED OFF by my physique now.

despite my young look.

haha went timbre with changi people that day! and the waitress there checked my IC when i tried to order the lime margaritas .MUAHAHA

and they didnt check joycelyn! HIEHIEHIE!

im look young, or she looks old HAHAH =/!!!!

lucky i never drink finish!! i had the "i-drink-somemore-i-am-going-to-puke" feeling again. HAHA
maybe cuz that day gastric not good leh!
not high not high enough! HAHA

2008-11-24T17:39:00.003+08:00

im too young, for the dream...

i have only 1 paper left,
congrats to those who've finished their papers!!
jiayou to those who havent finish! like me!

slacked through the weekend,
hopefully i wont regret my decision, to fang zong myself
and to let myself slack

gah!!!
okay im afraid of this coming paper actually,
havent look through the past yr paper yet,
!!! hate proving stufffs! esp MAS111's proving!!
lameshit.

okay pretty much enjoyed the weekend :)
hopefully this weekend will be even better!!
my golden half is coming!!!!!!!!! WOOHOOO!
im going home again soooon!!!!!
KTV this saturday!!! hahah
1st 1star course this weekend!!!!
Hall2 OET coming up! (omg, got to pay money still! $$$ how i wish i have you!)

it's really harder to organise smth for friends who are in the working world... :(
they most prob have the money but no time...
although friends in school have time, but not much money....
I WANT MONEY I WANT TIME! HAHA
how.

2008-11-19T10:41:00.002+08:00

OHHO!
too bored from studying~~~
1 paper at 1, another one at 5 later... ZZZ!
but im going to run with huizhen after my papers today!!!
YAY!
it's been a long long long long time since i ran!!! :(
last time was, about 1 month ago?
OHMY
and im going for yet another half marathon 3 sundays from now!
HAHA

let me see what i have for the holidays...
IHG and IHRG!
swimming,
cheerleading - more practices! and im going to fly =S
darts
boggle...
Impressario
dance practices!

Standard Charterered

and of course, normal dance practices...

gatherings!!!
MJ chalet on 19th, 20th, followed by NRA concert (my bro performing! haha)
GLs chalet on 11th
Hall 2 overseas trip on 1,2,3 dec..
ODAC gatherings!! :D <3

and of course, i want to teach more courses!

oh can't wait for the holidays,
but i know it will sure past very quickly!
I WANT TO CONTINUE MY ODAC DIARY!
I WANT TO DO ALOT OF THINGS!
I WANT TO MAKE VIDEOS TOO!

zzz
hahah i wants again,
BAH!

okay i shall go back to study hahah paper's at 1! and it's already 10.50
YAY!

2008-11-18T22:19:00.003+08:00

last few posts looked kinda plain.... so tada! some random photos!

i've decided to buy a fisheye and a halfframe. first.

hopefully i wont regret!!!!!

im going to order soon! wheeeeeeeeeeee so happpy shalala

2 papers down, 2 papers to go tomorrow!

and one last on tues!

OHWELLL!

seriously BOREDD in hall

met yeehan in canteen today! ahahah

he really like to scandalize people!! hahhahahahahahhahahah

someone told me this before HAHAHA

2008-11-16T23:40:00.003+08:00

MAS 801 past year papers are quite hard!
now im scared :(
i have the time to study, but i dont have enough questions to do!!!
HMMMM
i can read read read my notes, and dont know how to apply :(
hopefully tomorrow's paper will be easy *crosses fingers*

i just realised that tomorrow's paper is... at 5pm!
ganpuah sian
hahahah
so i studied malay today too!
zzzzzz
i hope wednesday faster come.....
i dont want to study anymore...
i get so bored, that i've played so many times wordchallenge,
i suddenly did a lot of chores, i vacuumed room ytd, i cleared my table today, i packed my stuffs, i kept all my clothes hanging outside, i did laundry yesterday, i played with my comp's games, i ... i ...
super SIAN!

when wednesday arrive, im only left with 1 paper, which i seriously havent touched it at all! haha it's on next tuesday, how near it is man.

and ohyeahh hahha
i didnt mention it to anyone except my mum. that
MY TONGUE HURTS! HAHA
some bud got cut, and it's very painful... think cut by the amt of ikan bilis i ate the past week.
i cant pronounce "S" properly today, i cant eat with ease,
with my tongue rolling the food around, and using my tongue to dig out stuffs from teeth =/
hahahah!
i've CONCLUDED THAT TONGUE IS VERY IMPORTANT!
please protect it.

how i wish i was there too....

2008-11-15T22:56:00.003+08:00

went home on thursday, and back in hall on a saturday!!!!
how sad this can be....

highlight it if you wanna read about what i've studied, how's my studying progess etc... cuz it's pretty wordy... =/
i've started revising super late... like maybe just 1 week before exams?? and..
i think im progressing well!
hahaha zzz

im feeling more relaxed now compared to last week
which means more slack lah!!!
last saturday, i've read through the notes for more than 3/4 of my C++ module!
and i'vee left with 1 past year paper to do for C++!!!
hopefully my paper will be the same standard as past 2 years... because i can do most of the questions!!!!1

i had 3 full days for my calculus that time...
i've read through 4/5 the notes for MAS801 ! (monday paper) left with the past year paper to do...
which i have the whole of sunday + monday morning to do!

the scariest i think it's malay...
malay doesnt have pastyr solution... so i do already also dont know correct not...
zzzz
i really dont know how to study language!!!
hope it's not hard man
gonna just through the textbook once more...
learn more new words...
remember things to write for the common composition topics....

okay im talking to myself
trying to make myself seems that there is nothing much i can do to improve my grades
zzzz

gahhh!!!
during my 1day+++ at home, what did i do!
i only read near 50% for MAS 801... and did some malay past yr paper.THAT'S ALL!
which i could have done everything (including what i did today) within one day...
HAHAHAH
im a slacker!

i could have gone changi today!
but nvm... must adapt to weekends without going club, cuz i predict there will be many weekends in the future that i'll not be there... :(
they are all enjoying themselves in club now!!! fwah! nvmm!! i shall mug hard!

that day i was so bored that i started cleaning my PIANO KEYBOARD.
it's so dirty!! KOTOR!!!
hahaha im so into keyboards these few days!!
and good news!! my lappie keyboard aint as sticky anymore (for most of the keys)...
and oh!! im still reading up on the cameras!!! omggg... they are so nice and so fun to play!

i plan to buy a Half-frame, and a small fisheye NOW! (like after papers on wed)
cuz i've found online and cheaper alternative!
but thinking of it...i've to develop ALL the photos i've taken
hahaha costly!! but dont care! it's fun!!
cant wait to bring it around and CAMWHORE!!! :D
i hope this aint just SAN FEN ZHONG REN DU. HAHAHHA
make it wu fen zhong bah!

SAD THING :
I WANTED TO GO TO LEE WEE NAM, AND SHUN BIAN TO CANT A BUY DINNER.
LEE WEE NAM CLOSING, CANT A CLOSED!
MACS ALOT PEOPLE, SUBWAY NOT OPEN!!! OLD CHANG KEE NOT OPEN!!! CANADIAN PIZZA EXPENSIVE.
so in the end i walked back to cant 2, without my things being printed, and takeaway from cant 2 yet again :( .

SO SAD. i just had a tour to cant a and back.

okay i better go learn more malay words!
i want to watch wo cai!
i dont want exams!
i want camerassss!
i want more free time
i want to exercise
i want more money!

okay i feel happier by having more "wants" then "dont wants"

2008-11-14T00:43:00.002+08:00

AHHHHH
my calculus ended!! and thus YAYY! hahaha
it was alright i think hahaha
muchmuch better than the damn quiz that i flunked!

but my bro just showed me something we totally distracted me offf ~~~~
LOMOGRAPHIC CAMERA!!!
he bought it for a friend
near $160 for the camera and the flash!!~~
ZOMGGGG
not ex... but so coooll!
he says there are cheaper ones!!
maybe shall go and see it SOOON!
AHHHH
im so excited!!!
who willl buy it for me!! HAHAHAHAHA
christmas's coming!!
OHMYYY cant wait for exams to be over and go down to the shop to take a look...
okay now i got to study hard!!! DONT THINK ABOUT THIS ANYMORE!!!
wait till exams are over~~~~

ohya i was cleaning my keyboard just now
plucked out key by key!!
WHEEE!
im a pro doing the cleaning now!
just that it still require some time......
some keys are so sticky that i really couldnt take it anymore
plucked out the key! and still see layer of milo on it... YUCKS!

weekends coming!! and not looking forward to this one!!
hahah cuz it will be spent in hall 2! mugggginggg
and eating the cant 2 food
SO SICK OF IT ALREADY!!!
shall go out to cant a all that to buy next time.

25th Nov!! HERE I COME!!!!
ohmy i cant wait to buy the camera!!! hahahahahahahahahahahahhaa
EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-11-12T18:43:00.003+08:00

come wait for my bad news tomorrow man
seriously have no faith in myself
calculus....

zomggg
:(

i cant do the past year papers :(
and the solutions online.. are weird!~
also dunno correct anot de...
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

end calculus!!!!
TOMORROW 3pm!
END

zzzzzz :(

2008-11-11T23:15:00.002+08:00

damnn!!!
it's just 5papersss
why am i feeeelinnng sooo lousyyyyY~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
compared to the many many papers i had last time!!!

the difference is... some past year papers have no solutions!!! :@
and
ofcourse.. i have not much friends in course to discuss with...
which meanss im all aloneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

SUCKS lah
never felt so unprepared before
i've played the stupid burger tycoon for >1/2 hr...
and i still cant relax and think properly and study

so i've decided to sleep and wake up early in the mroning to study!
cant study at night!!!
i've stayed in hall for 24hr alr!!!
tmr another 24hr!!
till i make my way to hall C at north spine on thursday for the paper...
first exam in uni
no screws please!!!!
come talk to me people... hahahaha

14days.... passss quickly please...
and thinking that i'll miss out all the fun at charity swim this weekend!!??~~
bahhhhhhhhh
stressseseddddddd
i think i better go home on friday to take a short break out of these stufffsssss

2008-11-11T10:39:00.005+08:00

hohoho!

exams are heree!~~~

why do i sound so happy.

gahh

i guess it's because it's going to be over soon!

like in less than 15 days!

actually i can relax in about 8days time! :D

cuz the last paper is quite faraway

went padang after schoool on friday... hahaha

breathe event..

thought the hall2pple will stay there for longer time.. in the end never zzz

then i met jeremy.. haha thanks jems for coming back to find me! HAHAHA

we played the rodeo bull! WAHSAI! SHAG!!!! violent game... wait till i get the video from jeremy...

played the zordball too. hahah but the distance's too short

ofcourse met bear also! hahaha
met theresa! hahaha
we managed to redeem stuffs hahahahha

movie tix!! =/ let's go watch after my exams...

shoebag, hahahha

couldnt get the IPOD NANO!

the person beside me and jems got it luh! EEEE

but i had fun stilll..... :))

but :(( muscles aching from rodeo bulll!!!

shall not upload many photos this week!

not much taken through the weekends also

if got also pretty unglam ones=/

i shall be a nice girl, and not spread the photos around.

just keep it for our own laughter =p

weekend as usual .. at changi HAHA

saturday went there to study!!? hahahah

yea studied there..

brought my whole load of stuffs there!! SUPER HEAVY!

went for some briefing for roundubin race at pasirris..

not my business one. just go there chap one leg.

dinner at pastamania!

stayed over at club finallyyy HAHA

SO FUN! although alot people slept early...

me didnt sleep late too!

cuz nobody play with me.

the younger ones.(why do i sound old by saying this)
hahaha the new batch of L1T played till 3am like that luh!

I FEEL OLD

gah..

i had a nice sofa to sleep on :D

and then i had a blanket (i think it's clean, but it's been there for a very long time!)

and then i slept so soundly from near 2 to 6!! hahaha

happpyy

my job the next day also relac one. HAHHA =/

go over pasir ris to be D.P.A
Dharma's personal assistant...

not really actually.. went over le.. then all i need to do is... scoring...

record down the people who came back in order....

HAHA

so for the first hr of the race.... zoh boh... slacked around

wahh round ubin race is really shaggggedd man!

i not racing also shag alr...

people come backk their face.. their bodies.... hahahaha

i see familiar faces!! theresa, eunice, zion and her friends, ntu people... programmers lah, richard! hahaha ...

and the lao er!! the fisherman at changi there de. HHAHAH

lao er and lao yi are pro lah!!!

lao yi is 73/74 and lao er is 69 years old!!! ZOMGGGG

and they did not come in the last few!!! sho zhai

gahhh so narrative!

okay enjoyed the race part, because i was doing something different from what i do normally. quite fun. hahhah

back to club, talk cock eat lunch bathe study. hahha

dinner at changi!

round 2 at boatquay hahaha

home at around 12 =//

now that im back in hall....

and im not planning to go back till next wed..

maybe i'll change my mind lah

and this week will be the first week in so many weeks that i wont be going down to club/or meet changipeeps :)

hahahah

wonder how it'll feel likee... HMMMM

okay gotta study now!

wordy post!

2008-11-06T21:32:00.003+08:00

emonemo
I AM NOT BORING.
how to convince myself that.

exam period. everyone is busy
sucks!
im just in my own worldd
all by myself today. breakfast lunch dinner study

not no friends.
just dont have the sense of belonging here and there.
and that's why im looking forward to weekends instead
GAH!

exams over please! not because work's too stressful
just that the atmosphere, situation is pressing down on me
friends behaving not like themselves weeks ago.
true them? or just another side of them.

i just re-watched the video i made for 23rd for our investiture... <3
i seriously misss the JC days!!!!!!
even when there are exams, i didnt feel so emonemo.
fwah. I MISS BEING IN ODAC.

孤僻mode is on. but i dont like it. i cant help it.

2008-11-04T13:22:00.011+08:00

HOHO!!!
quite alot of things to blog about for the past week!!!
hahaha last week was my shortest week in school man
i only spent 2 nights in hall..!!
went back on tuesday morning and left on thursday night!
gahhhh
was sick on wed night lo zzzz
made me cancelled my driving on thursday... but since thursday i had malay test also... so also good lah
luckily got a slot on fridayy...
i wanted to pon lecture on friday.. but i realised there isnt lecturee! HAHAHAHAH WHEEEE
goodgood :)

friday was spent lazing around. went driving.. supposed to find them at kallang.. but they left to marina barrage le... zzzz
so i went to cut my hair on friday..
zz!!! looks quite noob =/

Saturday and Sunday spent at marina barrage! hahaha
the opening... there were kayaking tryouts...
hahahah fun!! with the people there
joycelyn siti jeremy daron teckkoon willy uncle sungjuat.... hahhaha and ofcourse bear. hahah

we are on sit-on-tops.. cuz no others want to try :(

but we had fun lo! hahah playing canoepolo... doing rubbishand yea... can see we are really bored!! our first "customer" only came like in the afternoon!!!

we played at the fountain there.... LOLday 1 afternoon was good!! hahah more people wanted to try! :D

so we became quite busyy.. but so fun!! i partnered a few of them!! and they kept talking to me! so had to talk to them lo =/ hahaha

and soon day 1 was overrr.. back to kallang.. and!!! yay POPEYES for dinner at the flyer!!!

took a pretty long walk over to the flyer...

see the red light at the centre of the flyer?

it's a pumpkin...

and ugly one..

it spoils the whole view lorrrr

in the morning. u just see one red ballooon like thing in the middle... zzz

we found a goodplace to take photo :) singapore flyer!!

dinner was popeyes!! ahahah damn shiok!!! but super oily lah. HAHAHA BUT nvm! :)

after dinner we went around singaporeflyer.. people celebrating halloween.. hahah

joycelyn got scaredd by one of the "ghosts" WAHAH damn funnnny

took photos there :)) and to my horror.. i saw this pic..

OHMAN. they say i look like charles!! AHHHHHHHHHHH

im so scary!!!!!! =///

group photo! :)) hahahahhaha im trying to smile like the pumpkin luh.went world of sports after that... bear gotta buy some saloman stuffs cuz he got discount... hahaha.

the girls waited while the guys shopped ..... weird huh! HAHHAfifi and mimi! hahah hahah the bear pic i took at build-a-bear... hahhaha LOOKALIKE HOR! hahaha we went to eat some icecreammm too!! hahaha

this pic nice hor.. im the only not blurred one... =ppp
group photo again!~ :D

okay more photos for day 2 coming up!!!
zzzz i spent 3hrs doing nothing le~
gotta study now!!! hahahahaha

2008-10-28T21:04:00.013+08:00

smiling even in her dreams :)))

and then she discovered the paparazzis

hahahah my tutor! mr bear! a.k.a FIFI

we locked them in the office!!! CAN YOU IMAGINE! ...

okay but yea.. thanks joycelyn :)) for the good luck chocolate :)))

poor jems gottta squeeze with me in one chair -.-That was saturday...

This weekend was good... but much regretted spending really very little time with family...

now my father like dont wanna talk to me anymore. :( [he trying to show that that he angry at me]

gahhh

This weekend was my L1 ~~Pre~~ assessment.... hahahah

the results will depend whether it's assessment anot..

and IT WAS an assessment!! :D

that means. I've CLEARED!!!

ohrights!!

thanks to a group of capable public group.... 7 people.

secondary sch boys.

ohman.

fortunately im taking this public group instead of the secondary grp...

heard they are pretty funnnnny in the weird way.

thanks to zhihao too, for being my assessor... :)

and ofcourse thanks to many people in the club!! :)))

who jiayou-ed me these 2 dayss etc :)

wanted to stay in club on saturday... but mummy wants me home...

went home for less than 8 hrs and then im out of house again -.-!

Club so RE NAO on sunday!!

Lance, Wilson, Daron, Eugene, Zhi hao, San san, Bear, Joycelyn, Jeremy, Me .... etc.... hahahaha

and wil-son!!!!! he called me transverstite [how to spell!].... RAHHHH!

angry! and he spanked my butt with OSAKI twice.. on the same side some more!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

PAINFUL!

had dinner in club again on sunday..... saturday ate at changi, and went back to do assignment -.-

Tried to do assignment on sunday also. but couldnt finish....

Mengteck came on sunday too... hahaha

reached home around 10+ that day..

MONDAY! went changi again!

because mengteck will be there!!! and of course we wannna go! hahha

the rest playing playboat...

SPECIAL TRAINING... hahah of course learnt quite alot :))

and he said me and joycelyn can go 4star lah. hahhaha

SO HAPPY CAN!!!

after the special training... went back in to do assignment...

lunch in club...

after assignment then we left club!! thanks eugene and lance for waiting while sleeping...!

and of course mrFIFI for going through with me! hahahhaa

went dinner with the people in the photos below...

went toapayoh... and we had sakae and swensesns[again]

TOO BAD SAKAE DIDNT HAVE TEMPURA ICECREAM!

super retarded shot!!!! LOOK AT THEM MAN. JOKE LAH

and lance idea.... without him in the pic... -.- and then HERE HE IS!!!!! in fifi's phone.as usuallll..... patting my head!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GRRRR and something funny happened that triggered fifi's laughing fits.

crazy night! crazy weekend!!!

hahahahahah but i had so mmuch fun :)

i really did alot of stupid stufffssssss accidentallllyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!

RAHHH

but bad... cuz i havent study malay!! the test in 2days time.. and this test + oral is 50%!!!!

gawd....

i better get going....

hahahahaha

I HAD A GOOD WEEKEND!
just that it's a bit tiring...

2008-10-20T00:50:00.005+08:00

WAKAKAKA

HOHOHO enjoy man!!!
okay im still touched by all the encouragements before going up the stage!!!
and all the "welldones" after singing...
<3~~

besides the door tag.. i also won this lah....
hahah quite dumb~ but CUTE!

weekends spent around kayaking again. hahahha
wanted to rest at home, do some homework, on saturday de
BUT!!
so tempted to go for expe with 25th com.. that i went expe with them lor
HAHA
but i didnt stay over night lah!
i paddled there. then jems paddled back.......
okay i think im damn cui.SO WOLS.
D:!
okay i miss 23rd comm!!!!!!!!!!!!! :))
even though our sea ex was quite .... messy also
but spirits were ups! even when rain was pouring so superduper heavily.
we didnt even pitch tents.. we slept under some tentage, and then bitten by mozzies all over the place.
and i was sick!! =// i cried back in club :(
i was the log ic too! and i remember next day i still go school! because had to settle ASO stuffs....
the few days before the expe was L2 sports climbing course!!
after ASO was standard chartered... then followed by stong~
SO i met joycelyn for consecutively 2 weeks during that period hahaha

okay whole lot of random stuffs~~
but i really miss the times we had in jc.. in and with odac!

okay im tired! i dozed off on my bed with lappie on for a few times le~~
AHHH~~
these few weekends spent on kayaking... next few too...
L1 pre assessment soon!
i have no time to prepare myself i think!
sian
no time to rest properly also~~~
i wannnna sleeep!
hahaha

2008-10-17T22:47:00.005+08:00

seriously WAHAHAHA... damn funny lah huh!! :D

that's wind. wilson.!!! D:! this eugene! always pat my head!!!!!!! MEOWWWW and GRRR!
wahhahah SO XING FU LAH

2008-10-17T21:44:00.006+08:00

HOHOHO i miss the ODACians!!! too bad so many people ps last min... if not more people de! but i still had fun with the rest! hahaha

HOHOHO! and the BOWSTALLs! :D

muahahah.

the wonders of photoshop!